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Don't let it bring you down it's only opiates burning so find someone who
turned it and you will burn around. You fuckers stop abusing it all you got
to do is chew the goddamn thing and you will get the high you want to
achieve but of course along with that you will eventually kill yourself and
probably the world will be better off but I'm just telling you that it's
best to chew chew chew. Now back to my song don't leaddon't let it bring
you down it is only Cassell burning who's turning
that brand doesnt chew. you cant cut it with anything. it is like super dense hardcore plastic resin. impossible to chew. you cant. you have no clue if you think thats possible
Everyone using the term "junkie" on these comments - if you even began to
understand addiction. If you ever could even fathom how hardcore, how
detrimental addiction is to a human.
How about experiment, get introduced to something like this by a FAMILY
MEMBER, and see how easily you can throw the term "junkie" at a human
being. Everybody is susceptible to addiction. Not everyone is taught how to
say "no". Fuck you if you use your white-privilege, money-making terms to
describe people who are addicted.
+Erica Thomas Whats wrong with being a junkie? I've been a junkie for 11 years it's taken me to prison twice rehab 3 times and county jail more times than I care to remember but I wouldn't have it any other way. And by the way it's no experiment people have been doing this for a long time.
"White privelage" is an ignorant statement so try to not stoop down to these peoples level by using terms such as that. I am white and from a well off family but addiction has fucked me over for a while. Just like you said ANYBODY regardless of race or economic status is susceptible.
thats fine powder bro. hes a dope head wjat do you expecr
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Damn most of you commenters are such unemphatic judgmental assholes! You
have no idea what its like to be dependent on opiates just so you can
function or feel normal. Most of us never asked to be addicted to this shit
and I can tell you from experience I would not wish opiate or heroin
withdrawals on my worse enemy because its exactly like reliving a never
ending hell of utter pain and misery that feels like an eternity because
time passes by so fucking slowly when your detoxing off this shit. If I
would have known the long term effects of legal pain killers I would have
never began taking them 16 years ago for my severe migraine headaches but
because iv been on them for so many years my brain has become wired to
require opiates just to feel normal. Where I live here in northern
California (humboldt county) there isnt such a thing known as a methadone
clinic otherwise id been on methadone years ago so theres only one clinic
in my area that is the next best thing and for most people theres a 4-5
month waiting list to be put on suboxone. Unfortunately I already tried
that and failed because I eventually got so depressed and sad I began
taking opiates again because I couldnt feel joy or happiness without it and
I got kicked out of the suboxone program which is when I started using
heroin for the first time. I used to be on methadone since it helped with
my pain and kept me from taking other kinds of opiates however the doctor
that was prescribing it to me left for a higher paying position and the guy
taking over claimed suboxone would have the same effect and be safer.
Perhaps for some other people but not me, it helped keep me from being sick
but thats about it and I complained multiple times that it wasnt working
and requested to be put back on methadone since it worked just fine and I
had been on it for many years without one single problem. I blame that
doctor for screwing everything up and the reason why im having to use very
low doses of heroin just to stay alive otherwise id kill myself if I
endured less than a week of detoxing and even after detoxing off opiates I
still want to end my life because im not able to experience any sort of
happiness at all. I am not a bad person I have no record or history of
committing any crimes but I often think about breaking into a pharmacy so I
could get all the medicine I need to stay normal and alive at least for
awhile without the fear of ending my own life because I endured too many
days detoxing and I can say its the worse experience iv ever felt in my
life! No one should ever have to face living with such fear and pain and
keeping it a secret from your family until the day comes when you actually
do commit suicide because its too painful to endure anymore and then they
are hurt and wonder why you did it. If Pete did in fact pass away from a
heroin O.D I consider him to be fortunate that he did not suffer any pain
and when my time comes I prefer to go out the same way instead of living my
last hours withdrawing in pain until I shoot myself. I dont want to die, im
an atheist so I dont believe in heaven nor hell, once I die thats it but im
not living, im just simply existing and if there was a methadone clinic in
my area that would save so many people from suffering plus their lives and
mine too. I blame the Eureka community health clinic in my area which is
also the only subloxone clinic for so many of the unnecessary deaths either
from heroin overdoses or suicide. The provider and director for that clinic
Dr Will Hunter should be charged for criminally negligent homicide from the
3 deaths that I know of so far which would still be alive if there was a
methadone treatment program.
shet duh fuk up and moo along yung niqqqa!!! yoo caint allwayz bee high bruh! az long az yoo's not uh sik mofo, den yoo'll bee aaaight!! aaaaaight????!!!
BRO! I am an ex opiate user. and I've taken meffadonez to keep my nigga ass self, from being sick cuh! and a neega had also done partaken up on some uh dem dere, um, how a neega say.. dem um sub-uh-moo-tex or aka uhh some uh dat dere sub-bocks-zone niqqa!!! and dis neega righ her, is her tuh Tale yo ass, dat yoos uh whiney ass lil biotch. You knows Y? cuz I dun taken dem bofe! and I knowS dat sub-bocks-zone will hep yo ass! it'll keep yoo frum bee'n sik!! bruh! all yoo really lookin fo in life, is to keep yoself innuh pittee pool, an want udda peepz tuh feel sorry fo yo ass! bit! Man duh fuk up an take yo sub an shut duh fuk up! ain't nobody wanna hee-uh yo ass tawkin bout bein a lil bit! shut up and take yo meds and be happy niqqa! I wuz duh same way as yoo! makin excurses fo Y I don't wanna take my suBs, cuz day don't get a niqqa high.
is there any other clinics out there???? I myself just moved up to my Moms and step-dads house, they've been up here about 8 yrs. but they own a Trucking co. and its in Philly bridesburg section right by Port Richmond. This time last year I started fucking wit xanies and before it got outta control I went to kirkbride and they offered me 3 months, so I took it. like I said I haven't touched dope or anything else until last year I started liking the xanies which I never liked them before......but the girl I was seeing was on them and she was telling me its a totally different high mixed wit da methadone.....so I tried, love it, started eating them everyday for about a month and said fuck this I need to go away before it gets outta control. so anyway, when my family would come see me they wanted me to move up here........so I broke my lease on my apt. in Bridesburg. anyway, what I'm trying to say is look around for different clinics I know theres one in Allentown, the one I go to is called Mt. Pocono medical center. its a great clinic no one is in the parkinlot selling shit and ive been there a since Nov. 18th of last year and I already have 3 takehome bottles coming up on my 4th bottle chrristmas weekend...and I kinda live a lil far from there it takes me about 45 mins one way......but they do have a mileage reinburstment. so they pay for ur gas. i'll also ask my counselor if theres any other clinics that are kinda near you......Hey if u have to get on subs til that clinic has a spot open than that what u gotta do......Trust me bro I'm gonna try and help u as much as I can cause even tho we dnt know each other, this is what we do for each other. if u want u can also hit me up on FB just type in my name Jason Morasch. my phone is in the shop getting fixed cause my crazy ass ex did some shit to it......but u can text me on my other phone through messenger on FB. Take it easy and Pray, Pray & Pray it really does work. Keep ur head up bro and stay outta my Neighborhood lol, God Bless.
I know Kensington really well I'm not that far away Lancaster PA man. And thanks dude I appreciate it. I tried getting into a Methadone Clinic but they told me they were backed up until October and to this day they still never called me back so I'm sitting here not knowing wtf to do anymore
+Tyler Brock ive tried subs myself but would end up selling most of them so that didn't work....so I said fuck it I'll try methadone and if I don't like it ill get off it. that was 4 yrs ago and haven't shot dope since. best move I ever made...and ppl cant even tell that im on it. it doesn't make u nod or make u look high if ur on ur right dose. but what really got me loving methadone is that it takes away all cravings and urges to use dope and I live in Kensington, PHILA. ..which is like heroin city. its everywhere in my neighborhood.....just look it up on here if u never been there. anyway, if ur like me and tried just about everything and still cant stay clean then get ur ass to a clinic and get on it. Trust me it'll save ur life.....look at what happened to my boy Pete. he stopped going to the clinic and look where hes at now.....and his beautiful lil baby girl without a father. I'll keep u in my Prayers bro....keep ur head up. Dont be another ghost on YouTube like my homie Pete.
Hey I know exactly where your coming from. I am a heroin addict myself and I've tried everything to. It really is tough getting off the stuff. Believe it or not I have been considering Methadone myself. So I totally get where your coming from. It's working for you though? I've done suboxin maintenance and subutex but I ended up going right back to the needle
+Tyler Brock ur absolutely right about the withdraw is a lot worse than dope I've been through it....to answer your question, I've tried everything and every witch way to stay clean before I got on methadone. Methadone was my last option. and believe me I really did try. I've been doing dope since I was 23 and now im 41 it took alot for me to consider methadone. I got on it 4 yrs ago and I haven't put a needle in my arm since. so right now its what's working....
Methadone saves a lot of peoples lives but you just get addicted to the Methadone with a way worse withdrawal when trying to get off that lol why don't you just get clean dude
did u know pete also?????....are u from the neighborhood???....please, stay away from that shit. I know a lot of ppl that died from this shit. I myself od'd a couple times and that still didn't stop me. I finally decided 4 yrs ago to get on methadone and its the best decision ive ever made. I know theres a lot of ppl against methadone but what ppl don't understand is that it takes away all the cravings for dope....ive been clean from dope since I been on methadone and I'm doing really good....I just wish pete would of stayed on the methadone. anyway, i'll definitely keep u posted about pete.
+Jason Morasch please do...that shits crazy my good friend just oded 2 days ago lucky for him I had narcane I had to give him 3 doses and he ended up waking up 20 min later narcanes a must for anyone doing dope specially people who don't have enough money to have a tolerance let me know if Pete passed or not
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Wow it's crazy what Methadone withdrawals can do to you, I'm 23 now and I
started taking Methadone for back pain at 13, and just switched to a
different narcotic because my pain doctor doesn't want it to effect my
heart which is a possibility, but if he can't find a medicine that will
help with the pain I'll be going back on it, and before I got on it I was
put on so many different pain killers and none worked except Methadone, so
I definitely think its a good pain killer at least for myself, a
@rdbn25 when you're slammed by this stupid recession and you've lost your
insurance, you don't just waltz in to the dr.'s office, y'know? we have a
million and one things we need to spend money we don't have on ahead of my
"comfort" in withdrawal. this is the ONE SITUATION where i am NOT happy to
be in the US (vs. UK or even canada w/universal state health
care)...because the dr doesn't HAVE to be especially skilled-just need to
get me thru w/d, or better yet, just treat the cause of my PAIN!
Maybe you should do a methadone short term program. It's 2 week and they
lower your does. It's the crash program. If you really have pain , and you
just don't do it to get high, go to a pain clinic and you can get weed
pills to that help and they are not addictive. You shouldn't be stoned
though if it's for pain. The drug should go to the pain first so you really
don't get noddy. I know it's been years now but I'm guessing it's same shit
different year. I hope you have figured things out.
@mobiusstrip01 Hey!! YOu can do it! Stay in there.you have your SO and she
loves you,stick by you. I am going to tell you that YOU can do it! It may
take a few times and that is OK(hey,one tyhing about withdrawl for
guys,multi orgasm and almost NO refractory peroid) There are people like me
that you can always talk to that have been sober for a while now from
Opiates and took us many times,but if I can..you can! Ignore the fucktards
and talk to US,those that care and want you to make it
and I never had a problem with it thank god, and I'll probably go back on
it because so far the medicines I've been trying hasn't really helped with
the pain so I'll have to talk with my doctor about it and he's already said
if he can't find another medicine that can help stop the pain he will put
me back on it but he's hoping he won't have to which I am to because I
already have enough medical problems I don't need my heart messed up also
@kiastar67 --you're so kind so say that. honestly, dingleberries like that
just remind me of why i'd mostly prefer to get medicated and cut myself off
from the world (even if i'm not getting high from it...it DOES have a way
of robbing you of motivation to GO OUT and do things, except for the first
hour or two after taking it...in-between time is the "lazy" time for
me)...just one more reason this is so hard for me to kick.
@rdbn25 ...re:suboxone--yeah, and then there's the hell of finally coming
off THAT stuff...every bit as bad as methadone for me, except one wicked
additional withdrawal symptom--no sleep for over two weeks running till
they had to commit me to a 5150 ward and jack me full of ativan and haldol
to knock me out (the trazedone they had been using at the treatment ctr.
wasn't coming close to putting me to sleep).
@swanson1434 --- brilliant pal. is THAT the smartest thing you can come up
with?? i'd block you as a user but it isn't even worth it. if you dont'
have anything useful to offer up (even as criticism) then why bother
commenting at all? you that bored with your own life? anyhow...thanks for
the validation. means a lot coming from you, of all ppl. oh wait...toodles,
sweets, and remember to moisturize, ok? ;)
@kiastar67 ugh...i know...but as i'm sure you've experienced, what i
question most is not my ability to quit...it's my desire to do so. i mean,
i hate withdrawal and i hate feeling like i NEED anything, but i hate the
constant chronic pain and esp. the breakthrough stuff much more...and i
love the feeling of the pain going away, however temporarily.
however...thank you for your encouragement.
@oddsource -yeah...the morphine is pretty brutal, EXACTLY because of its
effectiveness, for me. that ABSENCE of pain, going from being totally laid
out to having most of the pain erased, within minutes...is a high in
itself. i'll be honest with you...i actually ENVY you that you have
treatment/meds for your pain. i know it's a self-defeating way off looking
at it if you're me with my issues.
dude if i knew you earlier id sent you a strap of halcion. makes you to
fully sleep through detox. once my doc switched from hydromorph to oxy what
caused detox on me. ive got a big tolerance anyways but the halcion made me
just fell asleep or turn into a zombie for a week and when i turned normal
again i was fully normal, attracted to oxy, adjusted painstyptic, pain free.
Hydromorphone bad shit man... I feel yea. I took these for 2 years cause
of my joint pain in my knees and back pain from a car accident. I tried to
kick it down a little but it ended up getting me into oxycontin 80s.
Vicoden is great more like the gate way. Im done with it all except my
weed, my hydromorphone is still in the pill bottle for flair ups.
@swanson1434 You are such an immature and angry person to say something
like that. I bet you could NEVER go through this! I am looking at this guy
and am impressed that he is sharing,got off and wants others to avoid going
through this pain! swanson1434, you are a waste of oxygen and this man is
worth more to society than you will EVER be.
fuck man, I'm really into your videos ....but Its so hard to and annoying
to watch listen. ya i could turn it off but its helping, intriguing,
interesting. ..I don't want to. wtf were you thinking playing death metal
in the background, ffs. like really?
anyways.... thanks for the videos..lol
ok...so tell me...what's ur situation?? u going thru this shit too?? i'm
frustrated as hell...feel a huge FAILURE lurking out there, watching me
waiting to pounce...and i always have the meds RIGHT HERE. if i could only
change THAT part of my life i could do this easily.
@rdbn25 not everyone CAN get hold of clonidine or anything else. at one
point i had ativan and chloral hydrate, together which provided some pretty
fair relief...but no more. so i suffer through it now. semi-regularly.
Wow this video is real. I'm a long term opiate addict currently go n
through suboxone w/drawl. I can relate so much. I'd like to say thank u for
telling your story&the truths behind opiate abuse. Hope your feeling well
@rdbn25 clonidine is a lil inconsistant for me. at times iv had it help
considerably but for the more severe wd's like heroine and then suboxone
was not very helpful. definately worth trying though.
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dude well done i took methadone to get off H i Really really wish I turky'd
H instead of methadone as it is as you Well know is very different , Its
just the lack of enthusiasm...fuck being able to spell my mind is a mess
and god the nightmares .. you were talking about it being the magic drug in
regards to pain etc but its the small things like being "immune" from
colds, flu ,coughs etc while you watched your household all suffer those
little torments ,BUT we are meant to be human ! M=Hell
i hear you...and good freaking luck to you. this thing is gotdamn EVIL...so
many ways it can slip through your guard...hell, it's got a surefire way to
get thru my guard...and i'm a guy who NEVER took meds to get high. hell, i
never took them PERIOD, no matter what...till the hurting became every DAY,
all day LONG. so here i am...almost hopeless...have to choose between
family and being "clean." so good luck to you...lose your connect...and if
you have physical issues get them TREATED.
I'm week four into methadone withdrawl, a whole month and damn did it seem
like 3 months about two weeks into it. You know what happened in week 3?
The entire world came into focus, music is so beautiful again, colors
overwhelm my senses after having been dull'd out to the world for so long.
Sometimes emotions I forgot I could feel sting me like a bee. Sting me a
thousand times I'm determined to stay the course, it can take up to six
months to feel 'right' again.
i drove 144 miles every day to get to the methadone clinic for a whole year
my first on the clinic it sucked and it was expensive but its a lot better
than being sick ve been on it 3 years now all last year i had 6 take outs a
week so i only went 1 time a week but i lost 2 takeouts for failing my drug
tests for opiates and weed so now i am at 4 a week so i go 3 days a week
but hope fully i am abot to get my 5th one back and a month from now my 6th
wish me luck
@nolderine yeah, definitely a different kind of withdrawal...in some ways
easier and in some ways worse...because one of the biggest reasons for
relapse is our inability to handle day to day life with all its aches and
pains OVER THE LONG HAUL...and coming off methadone, all the aches and
pains are amplified, and it's a LONG LONG HAUL...half a year in many cases.
good luck to you...
I had never gotten "high" off even large amounts of opiates when I had
tried it recreationally but ever since I had gotten shot over in
Afghanistan and had multiple surgeries and health issues I have become
totally dependant. Im now myself trying to ween off of all the fentanyl
they had me on with lower and lower doses of oxy. Its way better than all
the times going cold turkey.
It's prescribed. I've had chronic headaches since 86. I'm still having
withdrawals but am down to 1/12 of a patch at a time. I go between 6-12
hours before having withdrawals. It's taking forever to bring it down. I
hate it!! I'm trying to get on ketomine. It doesn't build a tolerance and
helps with the pain. It's also non addicting.
I've been taking opiates every day since 86 for headaches. For the first
time I'm on fentanyl and it's definitely physical addiction. Been on it for
over a year. I wonder how long the withdrawals last.... if I go cold turkey,
I fell you man I hope as of today you are felling better. I know it is a
ruff road. I have learned heating pad under my legs and velerian root. ( I
am shure I spelled that wrong sorry ) helps me out on long nights.
I need help, i took drone 2 days ago for the first time, snorting and
overdosed it, i took perhaps 3-4 grams maybe more, am i gonna be alright?
will my anxiousness go away and will i become normal?
Hey buddy, thanks for the vids. I'm going through the same shit right now
and it is hell as you well know. Hang in there bro, and keep the episodes,
coming their helping me get through.
You are either a juvenile or an ignorant asshole. If you get a severe wound
maybe you won't get anything at all for pain and can lay there screaming
and writhing in pain dumphuk.
It doesn't get much lower than being a disgusting fentanyl addict.
Scamming, scheming, unwashed manipulators of others are *exactly* what
most fent addicts are.