Pathological awareness Videos

+Singapore Noodle your welcome.. and falon has taken down this blog but maybe someone managed to make a copy of it somewhere.

+Angie on Youtubethanks for the info, thats pretty good price, well worth it!

+Sebastian Caine The testing I had done was $40 to test one sample.

+Angie on Youtube Im glad you found a good oil, i wonder if testing is expensive, if its not too expensive it maybe worth while having it tested occassionaly, like every 6 months, because i was buying oregano oil, and the last order i recieved was not as pure as prior orders, i think they are cutting costs and using solvents to extract the oil, i sent a complaint and they sent me 2 free bottles of oil i guess to shut me up, and stop me writing a bad review on ebay,... well done on finding a good oil and spreading the word, canabis oil seems like a miracle oil! :) thanks for your great feedback!

+Sebastian Caine I have had a few of the oils I've gotten tested. On average I spend from $300 to $600 every month for oil. As I have Lupus & Epilepsy I will be on cannabis oil for the rest of my life.

+Angie on Youtube thats a good point i was going to say that, people could be selling something other than the genuine oil, did you have yours tested,... how expensive is it to do this treatment, is the oil in the quantities needed incredibly expensive,... do you plan to take the oil long term... :) thankyou

+Sebastian Caine I am still taking cannabis oil high in CBD everyday to help treat my other medical issues. Best thing to do to find cannabis oil in your area is just start searching online and talking with those you find. I would recommend having any CBD products you try tested to insure you are getting what you've paid for.

+loveprincessjade is plaquinel an immune suppresant

+Angie on Youtube well done are you still on the cannabis oil i want to get this for my mother if its working for you, i believe i can cure this thing with the primal diet, milk kefir, high quality multivitamins and a few other things, but if this cannabis oil is working so well for you i want to get a hold of it somehow but i think that its kept out of reach because big pharma knows how amazing it is and doesnt want us to have it, i live in england, any idea on how i can get this stuff? :) thanks!

+Lianne Simons I believe a raw food diet/ primal diet would cure ipf,... i think my mother has this disease because she matches all the symptoms, i am going with her to the hospital tomorow for results of her biopsy, i am 99percent sure its ipf,... how is your loved one doing? there is another man who cured his called bill vick, he has a youtube video, he cured it with the primal diet and some supplements, i know the supplements he was taking, he also drinks a gallon of keifer a week, its a probiotic drink, i already have the grains and am making it,... a key to curing this thing i strong believe is probiotics, there are a few good probiotic supplements but fermented foods provide way more, such as kefir, which has about 800billion freindly bacteria per 300ml,... im also making saurkraut,... im ready for her diagnosis and will take immediate action in changing her diet...

+Lianne Simons i was taking it for 6 years but then stopped because i was doing fine, but then i got hospitalized this year again and i'm back on it.

+loveprincessjade how long where you taking this drug for and are you cured or not x

+Lianne Simons no i didnt take CBD though

+Lianne Simons i was on hydroxychloroquine (plaquinel). I got prescripted by my specialist and doctor which i think is the only way to get it

Did you take CBD then? x

I'm with you, I'm also a survivor of pulmonary fibrosis

+Lianne Simons you just have to search for products like it. the man who was making it for me is no longer making it. I ended up having to create my own garden to continue.

+Angie LupusLife ok thankyou so much, where can i get a hold of this product? x

+Lianne Simons it is one of the cannabinoids found in the cannabis plant

+Angie LupusLife what is CBD? x

+Lianne Simons Cannabis Oil high in CBD a gram a day for 6 months is what healed mine.

Tell me how please.....Someone i care about has the disease.....

@gercacn Hopefully it is going to change soon. At least you are doing your best. I guess it is pretty frustrating work at times - knowing the truth, telling it and people turning their back on it or rather distract themselves with other "problems". I get various nasty reactions just mentioning your concepts :) Hopefully the seed will remain there for the time when they do hit the bottom and then they remember and rightly identify and discard the voice making them ridicule their kids or worse.

@gercacn I mean even if we managed to have public announcements and obligatory study lessons of your method - legions of social workers, teachers and therapists won't admit "fault" easily :) - it won't make much difference. From my own experience no amount of external "forced" information from formal authority can trigger the will to change....quite the opposite. Just lay it out in the open and let them be curious, come and taste it. Some Libertarian channels point at your direction already.

@gercacn I read a customer review on Amazon on your book. The guy also mentions Eckhart Tolle in a sense he is complementing your basic ideas from spiritual side. Maybe you should team up :-) Also Revolver movie from Guy Ritchie seems to touch on the same issue in "pop" (80% of people misunderstand it) culture. Let me thank you for your tremendous effort and excellent explanation and guide out of this crippling mind phenomena-it is even worse in former Sov. bloc countries. Thanks.

@gercacn After seeing your videos (not all) I was amazed with the similarities between your observations and those of Mr. Tolle's. Of course only on general level for your approach is much more specific, scientific/precise and better structured - simpler to comprehend and to apply. I believe you complement each other....since you urged not to neglect spiritual side of things ;-) I hope you don't have any serious objections to Mr. Tolle's teachings - my skeptic Self is curious now.

That line near the end got me: "I'm doing three things at once because I feel overwhelmed." It heard it in the background as I was reading something on one of the other two windows I had open, hah. I suppose I must have a very wary subself, as I haven't even wished to complain about anything here as it might mean committing myself in some way I don't understand to something I don't understand. But, being born, coming to life, means just such a commitment, I suppose.

@gercacn Do you think there are some caveats in his basic premises? If I may take an uneducated guess...He doesn't bother with resolving the inner conflict (no inner family therapy), he just suggests to let the Manager, true Self take a lead and pretty much "ignore" the past by living in a present moment....maybe leading to repressing some of the shouting inner child? He is sidestepping the "problems" a little maybe? Thank you for your time, sir.

@8DanielDag8 When you recognize that there is a voice in your head that pretends to be you and never stops speaking, you are awakening out of your unconscious identification with the stream of thinking. When you notice that voice you realize that who you are is not the voice - the thinker - but the one who is aware of it. Knowing yourself as the awareness behind the voice is freedom. Excerpt from Eckhart Tolle's "Stillness Speaks"

Yes. compulsive lying is a sign of being ruled by a protective "false self" which fears something about telling the truth. You can learn to be consistently more honest by intentionally freeing your wise resident "trueSelf." Search for a video titled "The truth about pathologic al liars," and study my "Lesson 1" videos and this Web article: sfhelp.org/relate/keys/honesty.htm If these bring up more questions, please ask

When each thought absorbs your attention completely, it means you identify with the voice in your head. Thought then becomes invested with a sense of self. This is the ego, a mind-made "me". That mentally constructed self feels incomplete and precarious. That's why fearing and wanting are its predominant emotions and motivating forces.

@8DanielDag8 - I haven't studied Tolle's work in detail, but I agree with what you say - I suspect he is unaware of subselves and ow to work with them towards positive change, "Work with them" includes getting individual Guardian and Young subsewlves to trust the resident true Self and stop taking over the host person.

+PinkBelle2006 They are pro cyberstalkers.

+amber P. I did think about that. I used a newly created email address.

+Alina N Thank you.

+Annabel Lee it's funny you say that. I'm sitting at work today and a client sis not want to adjourn a court date because she filed a counter petition in family court and it was not processed. the opposing counsel agreed to an adjournment provided child support payments would be suspended. I communicated to my boss that she did not want an adjournment, she replied " does she want to suspend child support? " I told her politely that the client may want to suspend in order to allow for her petition to be filed. she called me and told me to stop texting her because "it was a waste of time ". I once wrote a twenty page affidavit for a client whose wife wa s a narcissist because she reminded me of my mother and filed a false order of protection. my boss yelled at me despite the fact that the client complimented my work and told me how much he appreciated it.

+Annabel Lee one time I wrote a client a twenty page Affidavit in response to his ex wife trying to frame him with a false Order of Protection. The client offered to take me out to coffee and thanked me for like a week because of the quality of the work. My boss yelled at me for ten minutes because she told me that my work "was not necessary". I have another client that wants to take flamenco lessons with me, an elderly woman who told me she wanted to "keep in touch". i have another client thanking me for allowing him to see his daughter, people offering to spend time with me after hours (females) and according to my boss, the "clients are always complaining about me to her".

Yes. I was the same way. I would be on the phone with social service agencies, trying to get clients help, and he'd scoff and say, "Why are you  doing that? Why are you wasting your time?" (Some of our clients were elderly, rendered destitute by their injuries, etc.) He cared not a stitch about his clients. It was all about the fee for him.

I find that I am very empathic towards clients, and my boss resents that very much.

I know, the field itself attracts bottomline thinkers and people that are not deceptive do not do well, and use people's attachment to their children to line their pockets.

It sounds that way. I actually went to law school. I did very well, but I left after my first year. This occurred in my mid- to late-thirties, at the time that I began to wake up to this stuff. I couldn't handle the toxic environment in law school and knew that after I graduated I would be working with these same people. I love the law, but I don't love the personalities that are drawn to it. 

+Annabel Lee I think im your doppelganger- narcissistic mother, narcissistic ex, narcissistic boss, a field full of narcopaths.

+Warrior Bushido Yes. Family law and civil law. My stepfather and his partner (Katrina's husband) were civil attorneys. The attorney I worked for who became friends with my ex-husband's family is a family law attorney.

+Annabel Lee -- Thanks very much. Very supportive channel -- have subbed.

+Donjuans Recklessdaughter Please don't beat yourself up. You did what you thought was right by your son and your ex--the decent thing to do. I did the same thing, and it backfired, horrendously. But you know what? How could we have expected to be betrayed by the very people we were trying to cater to? We couldn't have anticipated that. And as for the sociopath, they're very good. It happens to many of us. It's a rude awakening, but the relationship with the sociopath is what woke me up completely and set me on the right path in terms of treatment. Hang in there, and I hope you won't continue to be hard on yourself. Easier said than done, I know. Take care.

+Annabel Lee -- Yeah, I totally got the reference. Man, I was literally surrounded by them because, silly me, I chose to raise our son close to his father and his family, in a country that wasn't mine. Everyone knew him, and thought he was the greatest guy (although now, many people tell me, 'oh I see what you saying back then.' -- doesn't give me much satisfaction, tbh), and he knew everything that I was doing and used everything against me. It was a nightmare that I couldn't wake up from for over a decade. And jeez, after years of being single, when I finally thought I was over it (son is now 19), what do I go for? A sociopath. Right now, I'm trying to come to terms with the shame I feel for being such a fucking idiot and my own worst enemy. I'm the one who made a comment on another vid of yours yesterday, saying that I'll never go down this path again, btw. Right now, I'm trying to get over my self-sabotaging and sense of shame. I know it will pass, but this is probably a natural part of the process. Again, your vids are very helpful.

+Donjuans Recklessdaughter It's a reference to the film The Wizard of Oz--the flying monkeys that blindly assist the witch. I'm not sure who began applying the term to the narcissist's enablers. (There is a book called something like "The Wizard of Oz and Other Narcissists." Perhaps that author adopted the phrase?) I agree with you that the flying monkeys lend a great deal to an already traumatic situation. They make it much more difficult.

Buen culo