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What your ig? I hope you continue to make videos !

Thank you so much!! This helped me soo much!! May have cryed a bit... 

I was 15 when I watched your video. I was suffering from severe depression and I thought I was going nowhere. But once I saw this i was so inspired. I made my box and everytime I saw it I thought about what you said. I am now almost fully recovered thanks to this video that inspired me to to create my life into what I wanted it to be and to take control. Thank you so much. I can't tell you how much you've helped me

Seems like you have good info but one thing is missing... JESUS! He is the only healer. He is the only one that can heal the hurt. Love GOD, Love YOURSELF & Love OTHERS. Self hate is deep & dangerous. Only The Lord understands. Trying to heal oneself in your own strength can lead to a false security that can frustrate you & eventually make you worse. 

Such an inspirational & beautiful person. This video goes out to my 12 year old self. I am 16 now and doing much better. Love you & may God Bless. ♥

depression is not an easy feeling to show and it's different from people to people. How they feel about it, how they demonstrate it or not. How other people see it. So it's not easy show it completely. But I think you caught that part right, the sadness/ lost feeling.

You live in Fort Langley!!! :D I have never seen anyone on YouTube who has lived that close to me before :) 

I'm a new subbie....today. I already love you. Someone who can relate to clinical depression. Take care and I will be thinking of you. I watched some of your other vlogs. I love them!

Girrrrrl, I feel ya. Thanks for posting this. Depression is so hard to explain or understand. I wish you the best of luck on your journey and support you one hundred percent you beautiful butterfly!!!! Chin up girlfriend, I hope you are feeling better! XO

+ButterflySparkles23 ...Depression...well, SUCKS! Def. tell us/talk to us about it. I know that some people don't get it, understand it..They just don't get that one can't HELP it! Do you REALLY think that we want to be depressed..DUH! It's NOT something we choose! I have had periods of depression for not one apparent reason. I just didn't want to get out of bed.The thing is I always seem to snap out of it..Thank GOD! Anyways sweetie ..Hang in there! XOXO!! BIG ~ ((HUGS)) sent your way chica! You ROCK! 

+Shane Dawson Just figured i'd add him just in case :) But you'll be okay! I know how you feel. :/ 

YOU CAN!! And now you go to smile and put the music, dancing and out of house because the life is beautiful and you too. Okey? xoxo from Spain sweetie.

Hugs. I have sevvvvvvere panic and anxiety disorder. Doctors and hospitals freak me out so bad that my heart rate actually skyrockets and I feel like a baby. Thanks for being so real and sharing your story. Hugs and prayers for you and mama butterfly

Love you xx

Sorry to hear about your dad. I lost my dad to suicide in 2004. Next week Jan 1st will be 12yrs & I miss him everyday & feel the same way you do. I was 14 when he died and now I feel like I need him now more than before. You're not alone and I know we do not know each other but if you every come to the point that you feel like no one wants to hear you vent feel free to reach me. This is not easy to deal with at all & I don't mind helping if I can. Stay positive...*PEACE, LOVE & HAPPINESS*

Omg. Kia. I am so sorry for your loss baby girl. :'(. You are a strong and sweet, person! You are definitely an inspiration. And I knew that from the moment I met you at SU. Keep your head up and I believe A LOT were touched in many different ways by this video, including me. I just wanted to encourage you, and let you know that I have been there and it is NOT pretty. it is not peaches and cream. & sometimes I just don't understand. BUT what I do KNOW, is that God is always there to comfort, listen and to give us peace. He bottles up every tear. And I know that I can't make it on my own strength. at all. Be strong Kia! You will be in my prayers. :) "I call on the LORD in my distress and He answers me" - Psalm 120:1

You know I'm totally here for this video! I had no idea about the loss of your father and I send my most sincerest of condolences to you and your family. I don't believe it is a coincidence that you saw my video before making your own. I like to think that God used me to help you be courageous enough to share this because it's something that's super important to talk about. This video WILL and already has touched many of us. It's important that we share our testimonies, including the deepest of downfalls. I'm super proud of you for this transparency!

Wow, this video was so powerful Kia and I sincerely mean it. The simple fact that you not only isolated yourself but didn't choose to come back until you healed yourself from within by accepting things that would only move you forward shows just how dedicated you are towards your overall well being and moreover the overall well being of your friends. I'm terribly sorry to hear about your father's passing but that dream you had was simply amazing and truly left things on a tremendous note. You spoke about how strong and creative your father was and yet all of his strength and creativity is still living through you to this very day. :) In regards to depression, I feel you 110% just as you mentioned how people can find things to do to take their minds off of it I too developed the same habits over time. I write, quote, listen to music and even make videos (which I'm still trying to master lol :P ) in my freetime. I enjoy seeing others happy because it helps take away the unhappiness and dullness that can be filled within my life at times. It's one of these many reasons why I gained interest in writing my own book where I can hopefully go into so many genres and themes that I barely talk to people about and show them how we all can connect with one another on so many things. But just as you said, we're all human and we all go through losses and gains in our lives to help us notice that these imperfections are simply perfections when you look further into things. Other than that, I'm so glad to see the return of Queen Kia to her You-Tube!!!!!!!! Keep the vids coming and as always continue to do the impossible and keep moving forward. A lot of people are going to find strength in this video. (I know I have) :) God bless you and your astonishing family and long live your tremendous Dad whose character has affected us all here today for the greater good within our lives. I didn't know him, but it's a no brainer to notice how much of an impactful person he was to you and so many others! Keep the faith and love alive Queen! Much love!!! :D

I lost my dad two years ago also. He had cancer. I miss him dearly. I basically had a mental breakdown last year because I was so depressed and had to go to the e.r. I'm slowly getting my mind together but its a daily fight. Thanks for sharing your story. I know we can both make it. We have to keep living and take it one day at a time.

Wow Kia. First, I send my condolences go out to you and your family. Second, I commend you on your strength throughout these couple of years and up to now in making this video. When I met you I never would have guessed what you were experiencing because you're presence would bring so much light. I respect your courage towards putting out your story, especially when it is geared to help people. Thank you!!❤️

Kia, first of all I want to say I'm so sorry for your loss. I knew you had lost your dad while we were in school but I never knew the reason why. And as someone whose family is also affected by mental illness and suicidal tendencies, I want to thank you for making this video because you're right, we never know what another person may be going through. You are such an amazing, strong, genuine person and I look forward to seeing where Hairitage93 takes you!

I'm a white-passing POC myself. I'm Anatolian Greek. That's essentially 1/2 way between Greek and Turkish. (This is not my real name. Google would not let me use my real name, believe it or not.) I'm also half white. I call this Mr. Spock Syndrome. Essentially neither side of your family accepts you as "pure" enough that they really embrace you as one of their own. I share your DNA, how the hell are you going to do that? I think a lot of us experience something like this.

I don't like the word "POC". Just call me a human or mixed race, but not a "POC". That word just…unsettles me, and makes me think of the olden days when they would use "person of colour" to describe someone who isn't white. I'm mixed race (Hispanic and European), and I can pass for white. I don't consider myself having any privileges just for that. I haven't really encountered much racism growing up, but I am aware about social justice.

My mom is mostly white, but my dad is a mix of white with a slice of native american, a pinch of african and I don't know what else. Thing is, I think most of my ancestors are white, but I don't look white, so I have no idea how to call myself.

I'm 25% Spanish 25% Hispanic 1/16th Creek Indian. I look like any other white dude and I just don't really think about it. I got picked on for being white in New Mexico at school for being white. I have a Spanish last name.

I'm a fair-skinned, blue-eyed Middle Eastern/European mix. I ran into trouble when applying for a security clearance 7 years ago because my mom's Islamic-sounding name on my birth certificate. It was annoying, but frankly it was also understandable (and I ended up getting the clearance after jumping through several loops.) The most offensively racist thing I ever heard was when I was having a debate with a white liberal feminist on the issue of racial profiling. When she started lecturing me on white privilege, I pointed out that I'm actually half Turkish and thus a PoC. At first she told me I wrong (!?) and then I showed her a copy of my birth certificate. Rather than apologizing for her presumption, she dismissed it by saying "well, you look white so you're white." Unbelievable.