EDIT: ok i may sound very bitchy right now but comments on this video are not a dumping ground of whatever u want to say. This is a video that too me a while to ...
pretty cool. though, not to sound mean or rude or dump on the video,
wouldn't there have been a different anime better suited to the song? It's
just a suggestion, cause while i am pretty much obsessed with manga and
anime, i haven't read or watched much. i am just think that there might
have been an anime that would be perfect for this song. Not trying to be
mean, i just am asking.
well i agree with smalley, but the thing is , not what is up, where are
they finding these videos, because i know i cant find them on my tv show,
probly from dish network i guess or are posting it from another county.
@khgirl7051 I may non know the anime, but this is an excellent compilation
and goes with the song very well. It is quite good in quality, thank you
for making this awesome AMV.
you can just type in The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya episodes on google
or type it in on mangafox because its an anime and a manga :) hope that
helps hehe
Watch in HD = = = = Ok, so this happened. I just think Malia is hilarious and this isn't a fancy video that took me forever. It really didn't take me that long.
I'm just posting this comment here to let people know that I tried. I tried
talking with Zaii, tried solving things, but it's impossible.
It's been 3 days and she doesn't replies, neither to my Skype messages,
neither for my PM I sent her some days ago.
//sta.sh/0s5gh501sa1
My Skype doesn't saves old messages (I put it that way for private
reasons), but our conversation was something like that:
Zaii: Torsy said you wanted to talk with me, so can we talk please?
Me: Sorry for the delay to add you! I was offline almost the whole day, was
on the shopping xD
Me: Sure we can talk! Uhmmm.... I just want my answers, really. The same
thing as always: I just want to know why you've done what you've done to
me, and why you lie to others people too.
After that, I waited days and got no reply, so I sent her the message on
the screenshot.
I tried.
Thank you for letting us know that you tried and what you tried, Martin. I hoped she'd use this opportunity to sort things out with you, but I guess she doesn't want to. I myself haven't heard from her since Monday this week, which could mean she hasn't been on since then. Still though, she knows you were going to try to talk to her and unless it's for personal reasons, she kind of shouldn't just ignore you like that. After all, it's just a matter of spending 5-10 minutes on getting back to you.Thank you once again for taking your time to try to get in contact with her. You pretty much did the right thing first asking her straight forward and then sending her that message when you didn't hear anything from her stating how you feel about her not getting back to you.
I feel the need to voice my opinion, because of everything that has
happened regarding Zaii the last couple of days. Eventually enough is
enough and when it gets to the point where people are spreading right out
lies about someone, it most definitely has gotten far beyond the point of
enough.
There is a lot I’d like to address, which is why I’m just going to start
somewhere, with deviantart (hereby referred to as dA) first. Many of you
are accusing her of scamming people, which includes commissioning them
without paying, buying characters without paying for them and so on. This
was not Zaii’s doing. She’s got a brother who has ruined her life for her
on multiple occasions. Said brother has time and time again gotten into
Zaii’s account, pretended to be her and in her name commissioned people for
art and bought art from people. Then when Zaii at some later point logged
in, she’d find out that she owed people something she hadn’t asked for.
When she noticed these things she’d try to get back to the people in
question, but her brother had changed her password, which rendered her
unable to get back to them. Often he’d delete her account too after having
done said things. People in most cases wouldn’t listen to her when she
tried to explain this.
One time I was in contact myself with dA on behalf of Zaii, because she
thought they’d banned her account after something like this happened, but
turns out her account was just closed by someone, namely, her brother. I’ve
noticed you guys are all for evidence, so here:
//i.imgur.com/a4WRhQM.png I’ve blurred out sensitive information. If
any of you would like to see the pictures in question, I’ll happily get
back to you in a private message. This clearly shows what I just
explained, that her account was closed by the account holder, which was
Zaii’s brother. Her password didn’t work either and we had to go through a
password recovery process to get back into it, although by then, people
were already presuming she was an art thief and that she was scamming
people. If people would just have listened to Zaii, they’d know she was not
the one scamming them, but no one did. I hope this helps clear up the whole
dA confusion. Zaii now lives far away from her brother and she’s changed
both her email address and all her passwords. It’s therefore highly
unlikely this will happen again in the future if Zaii does decide to join
dA again.
As for whether she’s a girl or a boy. By now, you’ve probably realized,
since I’ve been using the pronoun “she” that Zaii is a girl. She sometimes
likes to identify as a boy, but she’s biologically a girl. I don’t really
see anything wrong with saying you’re a boy to someone online. Identifying
as a transgender really is up to the person in question and not those
around that person. It’s common practice to say which definition of the
word you’re using when you’re referring to a definition of something.
Transgender is: adj. 1. (Psychology) of or relating to a person who wants
to belong to the opposite sex. As far as I’m concerned, if Zaii wants to be
a boy, saying she is a boy and preferring the pronoun him/he while talking
with people online should be both alright and accepted. Someone has also
said that she sometimes identifies as a girl and other times she identifies
as a boy. This is often referred to as being “genderqueer”. That is
(Wikipedia.org, Understanding Transgender Diversity: A Sensible Explanation
of Sexual and Gender Identities): moving between genders or with a
fluctuating gender identity (genderfluid). What’s wrong with not being sure
of if you identify as a boy or a girl? One thing’s for sure; it’s not up to
other’s to decide what’s right for her. If she sometimes prefers to
identify as a boy and sometimes a girl, that’s just her trying to figure
out what gender she really is. I think people should appreciate this,
instead of looking down on it. After all, isn’t it great that she’s trying
to figure it out, rather than trying to be content being something she’s
not sure she wants to be?
When it comes to all the accounts she’s been making during the last year.
The main reason for this is her accounts being removed or hacked by her
brother which in turn gave her no choice but to make new ones. According to
herself, she’d try to get back to the people that had previously gotten
scammed when this happened, but to no success. Another reason she’s been
switching accounts is everyone constantly having a go at her. I am not
going to call out anyone by name, but you know who you all are. Zaii is
just like any other person on this earth, she wants to be happy and when
people constantly follows her around trying to ruin the fun she could be
having, what other option does she have? Of course she’d make a new account
trying to escaping these people. Of course she’d pretend to be someone
else, just to escape all the mean words being thrown her way. If people
weren’t constantly doing this, she wouldn’t have to switch accounts in the
first place. It’s evident she does not want to switch accounts; she’s
forced to do so.
After having read what you all wrote, I’m starting to wonder if you’re
talking about another person or if it really is Zaii you’re talking about,
because the person you’re describing, cannot possibly be the kindhearted
and benevolent person I know her as. I’ve been her friend for two years now
and the only thing she’s done so far towards me is offering comforting
words when I’ve needed them and being an amazing pal too. She’s always been
nice towards me and she’s very careful about the things she says. When
she’s joking, it’s easy to see she is. How someone can see her as an
abusing person is beyond my comprehension. Some of you say you’ve seen her
do things and heard her do things, but unless you’ve heard this from Zaii
yourself, I would not believe any of it. Personally, I trust Zaii and I
talked with her about some of the things you guys referred to. She did not
acknowledge to have done any of those hurtful things you guys have been
referring to. If she deleted you on Skype, there would be a reason she did
so. She wouldn’t just delete you without one. Only reason I can see why
she’d do that, would be if you were mean towards her.
I know I said I wouldn’t call out anyone by name earlier on, but since this
has been going on for far too long, I feel the need to directly address the
next couple of messages to some people who previously knew her:
+KingTriforce (also known as sparkiie or Sparky): Ever since you and Zaii
stopped talking, you’ve been harassing her, be it through videos, messages
or by telling people things about Zaii that simply isn’t true. Please stop
this. You are not as childish as you’re making yourself out to be. The
reason she broke up was your fault in the beginning, remember? When she
suddenly found out you had more than one Wifey, that’s when everything
started and then it just went on from there to the point where she removed
you. You keep referring to her as your ex, but you two weren’t dating, it
was just a youtube thing. Sure, she might have had feelings for you, but I
suppose you could say those faded pretty quickly when she found out you had
others. It’s evident you’ve got others in your life now, why do you still
feel the need to pick on Zaii? I’m happy you’ve found others and to know
you’ve moved on. I just wish you’d refrain from posting untruthful comments
and videos like this. After all, it is almost a year ago since the breakup.
+yukkiAmvx (Emily): I have been wanting to talk to you for so long now. I
kind of only have one thing to say to you and it basically goes something
like “Leave Zaii alone, from now and till forever”. Really, please stop
fueling a flame you originally ignited. It’s right out disgusting the way
you’ve been spreading lies about her ever since she stopped being friends
with you. I do not know how you’ve gotten people to believe your lies, but
I really would like you to just stop. You literally just posted a made up
story about you getting together with her brother. I know her brother and I
know he’s not someone you would want to get together with, believe me! I
assume you didn’t get together with him without talking to him first? If
you believe she was pretending to be her own brother, like really, if she
was the one typing the words, wouldn't you have recognized her way to type?
If you had been together with her brother, why would she get jealous in the
first place when she would have been the one to hook you two up? Really,
Emily, your story is full of holes and contradictions. You even put words
into Zaii’s mouth that I know she’d never ever say. Honestly, do you think
she’d ever type: “All I do is give people pain. I'm just a bully.”? Please,
just, stop. Leave her alone and go pick someone else’s life to ruin. Now
that I think of it, just don’t ruin anyone’s life. This all happened
because she stopped being your friend, because you kept hurting her with
how you were going to kill yourself and so on. You know it’s true. Just,
stop telling people false facts and stop being a disloyal, treacherous and
deceitful person. I am sorry you are that hurt by her not wanting to be
your friend anymore, but please try to look forward and try not to ruin her
life anymore because of this. It’s been going on for far too long. She’s
even given you multiple chances after she told you she didn’t want to be
your friend anymore, but time and time again you’ve proven you’re not
someone she should be friends with. If she’s the bad person you imply she
is, why have you been following her around ever since she tried to escape
you? You’re one of the main reasons she’s been making new accounts in the
first place. It’s to escape you and your herd of people who believe your
lies about her. Why won’t you just leave her alone if she’s such a bad
person to you? Just, stop. I’m not asking you to, I’m telling you to.
I am very sorry for the long comment, but I felt the need to explain a
couple of things. I’m thankful if you’ve read all of this and I do hope
I’ve been able to change the way you see Zaii. If not, please talk with her
and just get to know her, before you presume anything. I can assure you,
she’s not the person everyone else has been making her out to be. Once
again, thank you and I hope this is all going to stop eventually.
+Sugarydragon I don't think it's rude of you at all to chip in for your girlfriend. I think that's a very nice thing of you to do! I did not know reading and writing replies to all of this caused her that much anxiety and like stated in my previous comment, that was not my intentions and I'm deeply sorry for that. You have to understand Sugary (I hope it's alright I call you that), when I wrote the first comment, Zaii had been telling me about countless of times where Emiley had attacked her (if one could call it that), in addition to spreading lies about her as well as ruining her online life for her. I might have gone a bit over the line, but I was sort of angry having heard of all the pain she'd supposedly caused and I wanted to stand up for my friend.I know now however, that this probably hasn't been the case at all. That the only thing Emiley really has done, is trying to make things right in addition to warning others about what might happen if they become Zaii's friend. At least that's the way I understand it now. Sure, she too might have gone a bit over the line at times, but all in all, she really has just wanted to protect others from experiencing what she did. Zaii might not have seen the things she's done that way, but I now see that Emiley is not the person Zaii's made her out to be. The same goes for Jerrie,Martin and the rest above here. I'm glad you appreciate the way I look at the situation now and it's completely alright that Emiley won't be responding to this. When I wrote the first comment, what I wanted and hoped to achieve was to defend Zaii, try to prove she didn't do what all of you were saying and getting everyone to stop people from leaving mean comments on her channel and spreading false rumors and lies about her.Through the course of all that's happened, I now know that some of the things you guys have been telling me (and the others) quite possible are true. I also know that even though some things can still be defended, the explanation you all have given (with the proof too), in the end makes more sense than the explanation I've gotten from her. The only things I really want now, is for all of you to, if possible, be more subtle when warning others and telling them about your side of the story. With that I mean, please don't go post comments on her channel (yet again, I don't know if this really happened and whether any of you have done this or not) nor post anything mean publicly as well as dislike her videos unnecessarily. After all, she might have done a lot of things, but she's still been a very nice friend to me and a couple of others and that does count for something, even though it cannot deny everything else she's done.I would like to thank all of you who have been reading and following along with everything that's been happening since this video was posted and I'd personally like to thank Martin for sharing this video which started the entire discussion. At first I didn't approve of it, but in this case it lead to everyone being able to tell their opinion and try to come to an agreement about what really did happen and what to do about it. It's the comments more than anything that makes all of this worth it. I know I've blindly said some things I probably shouldn't have and I'm thankful for everyone's patience with me. More than anything I'm happy to finally see everything the way you all have. I hope with that, that everyone now have been able to share what they wanted to and that we might be able to end the discussion there.Thank you everyone.
+torsrex96 Hi, Torsy, I don't mean to butt in and it's not to be rude, but as Emiley's girlfriend I just want to ask if we could end the conversation here. I just don't want Emiley to have all the anxiety of replying and waiting for a reply. She's been very upset the past couple days and very fragile. Between work and school, it'd be in her best interest to stop here. I appreciate that you are looking at this story from a mid-point at this moment in time. I am just letting you know that Emiley can't comment back with the state she is in. I hope you understand, and thank you if you do!
+yukkiAmvx Emiley, I'm not sure if you've been following the chain of comments above, but after having talked with Martin and heard another story about her from Zokario and someone else, I finally have to admit that she has left people without an explanation and that she might also have hurt people by acting the way she has. What I've concluded with and what Martin seems to agree with me on is written above in one of my most recent comments. I'd like to take the time yet again to thank him for his patience and for trying to explain things to me from a new angle. It really helped a lot. Unfortunately, there's no way for me to check if your story checks out or not. I wish I could, but the only two options I've got is believing your side of it, or believing her's. The way thing stand now, I'll decide not to believe either one of you, but I'll acknowledge that she might have lied to you. I know she's lied to others and it's therefore likely she has done so to you too, though about what, I do not know or cannot be certain of.Apparently according to her, the way I understand it, you might not have wanted for her to type that message, but she felt like you wanted her to type it, which is why she did. It's confusing, I know and who's right, yet again, it's hard to say. I must however say that your story is making more sense, although knowing Zaii (at least the way I think I know her), sending a message based on a hunch is something she would do to try to make someone happy. I now get that because of everything that has happened, you've tried to suppress most of it and that that might be why the stories you tell are full of holes. I'm thankful though that you've tried to share them as best you can. Yet again, I don't know if you did that or not, but I'll acknowledge that there is a possibility it did happen and likewise, that it didn't. Skype doesn't delete old messages, unless you re-install it or get a new computer. If you'd like to, you could send me a PM and I'll help you retrieve the old logs, or at least try to check if they're still there.I understand and it does sound like a pretty scary diagnosis! Especially how small things like that can be triggering to you! I don't take it personally, don't worry about that. I understand because of what has happened, you're just not able to anymore. I'm glad you're still able to interact with them, at least online. Thank you.I don't know why you'd want to, but that's what she's been telling me time and time again. I'm aware of now that your intentions were never to hurt her and that you probably never tried to hurt her in the first place. You might have said things you shouldn't have too, but you didn't intend for those things to hurt.I'm glad to hear you don't intentionally try to go look for her accounts, that it just happens. Yet again, I am now aware that she has left people and that she has also lied in the past. I'm still not sure if everything that people is saying is true, but I won't deny the fact that some of it is true, anymore. Like I told Martin, I'm sorry for maybe having attacked you two as persons, rather than sticking to the subject. If I did so, I deeply apologize. I don't know if you're a liar or not, but I do know that you're so much more than what people are making you out to be! Don't feel like you're worth less than others. Emiley, please do read the other comments posted above, especially mine and Martin's. You'll see that I have gone from defending every single thing she's done to acknowledging some things have happened. I'd still like for people to leave her alone and try not to post mean things on her channel/disliking her videos unnecessarily/writing mean comments and so on, but I'll now say that there's nothing wrong with warning people if you've let them talk with Zaii first and for them to make up their own mind first. It's alright to warn people, just don't ruin Zaii's life while trying to do so. It's possible to be subtle about it.
+torsrex96 First of all, she was the one who told me that was her brother. You weren't there during the situation and she is straight up lying to you about it. She knows of the situation that was at hand but that is in the past. No one's facebook reflects the person's actual family. I know of some people who would add friends as sisters with the mix of their actual family but most of the time it's half n' half depending on the person. I don't see the point in mentioning this anymore, the fact it happened whether the person was real or not is up to your own perception of what is true or not. I didn't tell her to say the message. How could I when I was at my horse barn with barely any reception since it's in the middle of the mountains? I got on skype and I saw that message. I didn't say "Write me an apology message on skype when I get on". That was her own doing; I was focused on my special needs students then having to worry about her sending a message on skype. Yes my story may seem a bit "odd" but that's because I forgot half the things in order to move on. Plus I was also dealing with high school at the time and friends in real life whether it was drama or wanting to hang out with them. I had to start focusing more on my future than things that happened between Zaii and I. The most evident one being that she never sent me anything while I sent her lots of things. That is clear. I get confused of what happened first because yet again I was dealing with both criminal and family court due to what my father did to my older brother that made everything explode. Most of my memories were replaced to the events that happened to me in the past with him so everything is all jumbled. If skype didn't delete messages after a while, I would show more evidence but sadly that's what skype does after a while. My friends know what happened probably having a better memory than what I do to be honest. My PTSD is due to the fact of triggering of memories. If let's say I hear a motorcycle or someone who is controlling etc, will trigger those memories some can release rage others can release my deepest fear of his return. Due to my PTSD, I can't really trust men. Don't take it personally but that's how it is. I can't even trust strangers who are men that come into my work. I just can't work with them so I have to go to the other customers to distract myself. I only have a few male friends that about it even in school I can't really trust men. I've already been diagnosed so. Honestly why would I want to 'ruin' her life? She brought this on herself and is changing the stories of what actually happened. I happen to stumble upon her new accounts when either I am trying to find a new artist to watch or new editors but lately I haven't been working on animash videos unless my girlfriend, Sugary, shows me something and then I read the comments. I don't look them up. It's just wanting to watch new people's work or something. That might not make sense but i tried. I only know a small majority of the people who commented so why would they lie if they had a similar experience like me or Sparky did? She caused lots of pain to me whether she tells the truth or not she knows. That's the way I talk. If someone tells me something about me, for example, let's say my friend tells me, "You are such a LOK lovin' nerd" then I would tell Sugary "my friend knows I'm such a LOK lovin' nerd". It's just the way I tell things without changing the context of what was actually said sort of like how it is more of a personally basis not it being second hand. It's sort of hard to explain but I do say it a lot when I'm on call with friends. You know the part about killing myself and my anxiety going down, it's not down. It has been high ever since yesterday. I was crying on call with both my friends and girlfriend because everyone thinks I'm nothing but a liar so death sounds peaceful at this point. I could leave this Earth and go see my grandmother who I lost 5 years ago. But I didn't. I have plans with my girlfriends and friends I can't leave but by golly did I have thoughts about it. My anxiety isn't down one bit. I had work today which is why I replied late. My anxiety is through the roof. My manager on duty saw how I was acting strange and wanted to talk to me. I told her "it's just my anxiety being really high right now and my heart can't stop feeling odd". She saw how i was taking so many deep breathes and how i was a little bit off. I got offered more than one 10 min. break before my lunch if i needed. It's barely been going down.
+Cakey. No evidence, no proof. By that, I mean chat logs, and screenshots. VISIBLE EVIDENCE. He provided one screenshot which had little information and was blurred out. Not much evidence there. "Sometimes you have to accept the fact you can't always win." Because my life goal is totally to win every internet fight ever, of course. "Also, if you don't have time for YouTube drama, why are you even here?" My YouTube is for myself, and only myself. I'm not here to please people, like everyone else apparently is. I upload what /I/ like, I watch what /I/ want to, but most of all, my YouTube is for my favorites of editors that I love and whatever else I find. "Also, people will really take you seriously if you say "lolol" on a video like this." I already posted what happened to me personally in an earlier thread, but if I'm going to be accused of being a liar and being "summoned" by KingTriforce to make an "army against Zaii." I'm not going to take any of it seriously if I wasn't taken seriously either. I don't even know King, we've never talked a day in my life. I was simply stating what had happened to me on the website that I'm active on. I wasn't "called" here to "attack" Zaii. Just sayin'.
+KingTriforce I've been wanting too talk to her all day, but she's offline and not responding. I will ask Zaii to talk with you, but it might not happen this evening, seeing as she's not on and I need to go sleep soon. I will send you a pm (or just post a reply to this) once I get in contact with her. Up till now, I wouldn't have believed that was true, but yeah, I have a feeling she did just that, now. I'm glad you got back to her and told her you wanted answers. Hopefully she'll get back to either of us soon.
+torsrex96Sadly, no, I'm not talking with Zaii atm. I thought you were. I also thought you were gonna tell Zaii to talk with me... if she didn't talked with you yet I don't know what's going on. I did sent her a PM yesterday, after she sent me a rude PM (yesterday, too). I said I wanted to talk with her and get my answers, but she didn't replied yet.
+KingTriforce I understand you might not have intended for everything to happen the way it did, but that's not to say that things might have been exaggerated a little. I do however see you (at least you Martin) have been telling mostly the truth. I still don't believe the whole story Emiley said, but I do know she's left people before without an explanation and that that has hurt said persons. You did enlighten a lot of people, myself included, by posting this video and I'm kind of thankful you did. It really did allow everyone to share what they know and to finally get an understanding for what really happened or at least close to what really happened. I don't think I'm ever going to get to know the full truth, but I think the way things are now, I'm as close to the truth as I can be. These things needed to be discussed and it now finally seems we've all gotten a chance to do just that.It really was helpful. Yeah, I can see that not being a good combination when you're angry. That's not dumb, that's just your way to be angry and that's perfectly fine. I understand why it hurt so much when she left, then and why you took it that close to your heart. I did read up on BPD and you're right, it is very hard for people diagnosed with that disorder. I haven't gotten to talk to her all day, but from your last comment, I gather you're talking with her at the moment? Thank you once again for taking your time to talk with her and trying to sort things out directly with her. I share your opinion there. I'm glad it's coming closer to an end too and that all the cards now seem to have been laid out on the table. It hasn't been easy, not for me nor for all of you I can imagine, but it seems like we've come to an agreement on most of the things that happened (which are summarized in my last comment). I'm glad it's okay, thank you. Yeah, that's the thing about being a close friend, you want to defend them as much as you can and when you know from said friend that the people that are saying something bad about them, have apparently been lying, it can easily get out of hands. I think more than anything, I appreciate how your last two comments have been polite and straight to the point. No bad words no nothing, just nicely trying to talk about something. Thank you for doing that. +Jerrie That is unfortunately what I've come to realize. That most of the things said here, not all of them, but most of them sadly are true. I've checked with some other sources as well and they can confirm she's hurt people by leaving them before too. I did not find any evidence she's been lying to people and pretending to be someone else, although I have found evidence she's changed accounts and tried to start all over. Whether this was to escape you guys or because of her brother, I don't know and I probably will never get to know. You are however sadly right, there's a lot of great things to her, but I have unfortunately found out she's done a couple of things she should not have without getting into details. The pm basically explained things from a personal point of view, by someone which I haven't heard of before, which meant my opinion wasn't biased. It was what I needed to read to finally look past my need to defend her and try to look at the evidence and try to put things together that way, not in a biased way. I still don't believe everything that's said, but I must admit I cannot escape the fact that she's hurt people by leaving them and by leaving them in the dark. People change and I believe Zaii will eventually change too. I hope she'll do so soon. She is still a very nice and kind person, but I sadly now have to add a but to that statement, she has hurt people before and one should be aware of that. I'll still ask you people to not leave mean things on her profile and try to leave her alone for as far as possible. It's alright that you guys warn people that she might do things, but please try to not do so, without letting the person get to know Zaii first and try to keep the personal stories out of it. Just, simply tell them straight forward something like "Zaii's a very nice person, but she has hurt others before and you should be aware of that". No need to dig up everything from the past all the time and leaving hate on her profile. She's just a human too after all.+KingTriforce She did indeed do the right thing with the pm and I'm yet again glad she took the time to write it. It seems to be and I'm glad to have been able to talk with you guys about this. It might not have started off in the right way, but it seems that we're close to ending it the right way.+Jerrie I hope she'll change too. She is a very nice and kindhearted person most of the time (I do stand by my statement that she's not been mean towards me not even once for the two years I've known her), but she has hurt people along the way and that's something people need to know and be aware of.
Glad to hear, I just really hope everyone else will come around to see the truth too and that somehow she might change one day so this doesn't have to keep happening.
+Jerrie Don't worry, Jerrie. Zokario did the right thing with the PM, she's on our side. She explained to Torstein Zaii's story with her eyes, and since Torstein didn't knew about her, he believed her, thankfully.The subject's almost done... I'm trying to talk with Zaii to finally solve all of this. But yeah, everything here needed to be said, sooner or later.
+torsrex96 Wow look what I missed, I don't want to dig shit up but I'm glad to hear you've finally opened your eyes a little because most of the things said here are unfortunately true. Zaii has a great side to her also but all these terrible things just drown it out.I'm not sure what was said in pm but I can confirm that 99% of things here said are true because I've been around and involved to see it all. I don't hate Zaii, I really just wish she'd finally change for the better because her behavior is so harmful and has had a terrible effect on others for the past 4 or so years. Not to mention she's even admitted many things she's done, but of course now denying it.The problem here is as a mythomaniac, if there ever was something wrong, or she was in trouble no one would believe her because everything else has been a lie. How can you tell apart the truth from a sea of lies when you know someone can't stop lying?To anyone who still doesn't believe anything we've said, I'm not sure what to say to you because if you're believing whatever Zaii says then..Basically how I see it is if she's not going to change then she's going to be exposed for this toxic behavior which has been going on for far too long. It isn't bullying or harassment, we've been quiet and let it go for years but since she's come back and started it all over, enough is enough.If anyone needs anything feel free to PM me.
+torsrex96I'm glad you can see we're not the bad ones in there. Yes, I did not intended for something like this fuss to happen, but I don't regret what I did... I've enlighted a lot of people with this video of mine, and I'm proud of that. I'm really glad people are seeing the truth. It makes me happy. I was tired of seeing the same things with Zaii happen over and over again... someone had to do something. So I did.You're welcome for the Wikipedia thingy. Yeah, my BPD is really hard to control, and mixing that with my Wolf Therian side, you wouldn't want to be near me when I'm really angry. I might start barking and feel the urge to bite everything, without controlling myself (as dumb as it sounds). But anyway, it was the reason it hurt so much. Abadonment is really a sensitive subject for us with BPD.It can be via PM or Skype. My Skype is the same as always: SparkyTheDemonOnce again, I'm just really glad this is coming closer to the end. uwu It's okay, don't need to apologize. If I were on your side, I'd have done the same thing.
+zokario10 Thank you for your pm. It was very enlightening, especially since I don't know you and haven't spoken to you before. You see, she's been telling me so many times how Martin here and especially Emiley has been spreading lies about her, that I read their comments with that in mind, whereas your message, I read without thinking of all those things.I suppose you could say reading your message opened my eyes in the end.+KingTriforce I apologize for typing a lot. I tend to do that when I get really into something. I'll try to keep this shorter. It's also nice of your friend to help you understand it.Martin it is then. I'm glad you enjoy that game series that much and that it's such a big part of your life! Sounds like you've gotten hours of fun out of those games. You're right, you only uploaded a video with her name in the description and you might not have intended for this to happen, but in the end it did. I don't really like that this is happening, but I am kind of glad that finally everyone's opinion is being heard. She's been telling me about you guys and how you'd spread lies about her and up till I got that message from Zokario, that's what I believed, but I now read your comments trying to not think of that. This really needs to be talked about and I am thankful for your patience trying to explain yourself and why you say the things you do time after time.I'm happy to hear you don't hate every Homo Sapiens, that it's just humans in general. After hearing your explanation, I kind of understand why you do, hearing how badly they've been treating you. Your interpretation of the world might not be that far off in the end. I'm glad you like your friends, the creator of TLoZ, which you really enjoy, and your family in addition to some actors. Being close to your family is important in the world we live in after all. I agree with you there, it's better with a few friends who you know you can count on, than to have a lot of friends who just pretend they care about you. If loneliness is the price you have to pay to be safe, then maybe it's not such a bad thing to be lonely? Staying safe is important after all. Thank you for linking directly to the article on Wikipedia. It does make it pretty easy to know what you're referring to. I suppose having that might be partially the reason why it hurt so much when Zaii left you?You're welcome, Martin! You've got all the reason to be and I'm glad to hear you did. Keep on working hard and you'll do well. I will ask her to talk with you then.I'd like to add, like I've explained previously, reading Zokario's message, I now have re-read your comments and aside from the things happening over at dA (with her scamming people), you being unable to trust her and she manipulating people, you haven't really said anything untruthful about her. The dA thing I don't think anyone's ever going to get to the bottom of. Either one believe Zaii and that it was her brother or one believe the evidence showing it was her. The gender thing, it's kind of up to each individual how far they're willing to go to accept someone changing their gender all the time. Someone might think it's alright to do what she did and some not and those are both okay. As for her manipulating people and being dishonest I talked with some people I know knew her and I wish I wouldn't be typing the words I'm now typing, but apparently she's left people before without telling where she went and other people have experienced this "brother" sending something to them. I don't really know about the brother or how much of that really did happen, but yeah, she's left multiple people before and hurt their feeling by doing so. In the end, it seems like what you've been saying about her hurting other people's feelings is true. To sum it up, it does not seem you have been posting messages nor videos trying to hurt Zaii, at least not knowingly. It seems like we'll never get to the bottom of what really happened over at dA and that it's up to each what they want to believe. We seem to have settled the gender issue. She hurt you by leaving you and that has happened to others too. You're not alone there. It unfortunately seems like I've accidentally attacked you as a person, instead of focusing on Zaii, which this was all about to begin with and I apologize for doing so. I got a bit carried away with defending her and I guess you could say I was blind from her telling me how much you'd hurt her and so on.Thank you once again for your patience, Martin and thank you Zokario for your pm. I needed to read what you wrote.
+torsrex96First of all, please try not to make these bigg-ass messages, I have ADHD and it's hard for me to keep track of things ( //en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attention_deficit_hyperactivity_disorder#Signs_and_symptoms ), seeing you were trying to explain yourself but with lots of holes in between (i.e. explaining what is harassing, not wanting to call me King, etc.). I had to re-read your message more than 5 times, and I even asked a friend of mine to try to understand your message with me. Thanks c:Second: Martin. If you don't want to call me King (which is only part of my username KingTriforce because of The Legend of Zelda, a videogame that made my life, and I just don't kill myself because I deeply love the series and I act like it's my life). But anyways, if you don't want to call me King, call me Martin. That's my name. At least for now, until I find a good name for myself and officialy change my current name.It's not my fault if people started hating on Zaii. You know what I did? Uploaded a video, and I wrote her name on the description, sure, I can see that, but I wrote it as "Zaii", not RemiixedAMV. It can be her, and it can't be her at the same time. It's a nickname, not a real name. Anyways, I uploaded a video, and people saw the oportunity to agree with me and talk about their bad experiences with Zaii in the comments. That is all.It's hard to believe Zaii after all I saw she doing with my very own eyes. But whatever. I can talk with her. I'm not even mad, I actually find this mess amusing.And no, I don't hate every Homo Sapiens like you say. I hate humans because my whole life I've been surrounded with bad people (and still am) like bullies at school, neighboours trying to kill me and my family, people harassing my family just because we did nothing wrong, etc. It made me see the world with better eyes: it's a cruel place, and people just want to see you get fucked up for their own entertainment. But I do like some humans, like my friends, Shigeru Miyamoto, who created TLoZ, my family, some actors like Leandro Hassum, etc.Don't be sorry I have almost no friends. I'd much rather have truthful people by my side than a lot of false people with an horrible personality. I may feel lonely a lot, sure, but that's the price I have to pay to be safe. //en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Borderline_personality_disorder#Signs_and_symptoms <- Having this doesn't helps at all, too.Thanks for saying I write properly. I'm pretty proud of my writing, actually. I passed a test from a really important school I'm going to this year because of my writing. But that doesn't comes to the point.Already said I want to talk with Zaii.
+KingTriforce You seem to have missed the point that I did not directly refer to you as “Sparkiie” nor “Sparky”. I merely stated that you sometimes were being referred to by those names. I did not know you didn’t like and weren’t using Sparkiie anymore and I’m sorry for saying you might be referred to by that name. Your first paragraph basically sums up your entire comment and shows that no matter what I say or do, I won’t ever be able to convince you of otherwise. You are bent on believing Zaii is a dishonest person who only tells lies and exaggerates the truth. I am sorry to hear you won’t try to put this behind you and see her as the person she really is. I know you’re going to say something along the lines of “she’s a mean person and I want everyone to know”, but please, you don’t have to try to convince me of something that isn’t true. You believe what you want and that’s entirely up to you. I’ve tried telling you the truth, but if you want to continue believing a lie, that’s fine by me. Just, don’t continue spreading this lie around to others, please. Perhaps she did not want people to know it was her brother who hacked her, which is why she referred to him as “some jerk”? It is however true that her accounts have been hacked on multiple occasions. Have you considered the fact it might have been her brother who deactivated her accounts, like I previously tried to explain to you? She tried making up and talking with people, but to no avail. She also had issues getting back onto dA, because of course the people at dA would ban her from creating a new account, seeing as they thought it was her doing. She tried, but she was not able to.I’m glad to hear we’ve settled the issue regarding what gender she is. Yet again you’re entirely entitled to have your own opinion and if you think it’s wrong of someone to do what you just explained, that’s entirely up to you. To other’s it’s an alright thing to do. People are different and people have a varying degree of acceptance. I and many with me whose names I won’t mention will agree with me when I say she does not act badly towards people. She wants to be happy and she’s nice, but she gets a lot of unnecessary crap thrown her way without any explanation or an explanation based on lies. You pretty much already explained why she wouldn’t’ want to be your friend anymore. She said she wanted to – the Zaii I know always giving people another chance – but you were apparently being rude with her which led to what happened. According to your screenshot, you’re practically saying you were not interested in being her friend and that she could forgive your or not, and that you didn’t care. Being a wolf at heart sound both amazing and difficult and I’m sorry to hear when you’re unable to control it, you might do something you shouldn’t do. She did explain in her reply, that she care about you and that she’d like to be your friend, but that you didn’t seem like you want to, which is why she yet again left. I honestly don’t’ see anything wrong with that. Once again, it’s been two years now since I got to know her and while she has been taking a couple of breaks in between, not once has she treated me badly or said anything mean towards me that hurt me. Quite the contrary, she’s been one of the kindest persons I’ve ever met. I wish you’d see the person she really is and not a delusion of your own making. I don’t feel alright calling you King, seeing as that might imply you’re a higher standing person than I am due to the connotations often linked to that word. I’m simply going to use the second-person personal pronoun: You. I mean, it’s the most generic way to address a person after all and you should be alright with that. I see uploading a video like this and writing the comments you have on it as harassing someone. Harass after all means: b (1) : to annoy persistently (2) : to create an unpleasant or hostile situation for especially by uninvited and unwelcome verbal or physical conduct, and I think that word fits this situation better than any other word I can think of at the moment. In your first paragraph you’re saying and I quote “I don't believe a single thing you said. In my mind, Zaii's a mythomaniac, therefore I don't believe your words since what you said is what Zaii thinks.” First of all, why should she try to explain herself when you just stated you won’t believe her either way? If she tried to explain herself to you and give you the reason(s) as for why she left, would you take your time to read through them, tame the wolf inside and try to get back to them in a polite way? If so, I will personally ask Zaii to talk to you about them. All I need is your word saying you’ll try to read what she says, without interpreting them behind your delusions and I will ask her to talk with you. You’re right, it is entirely up to you if you want to be childish or not. I’d very much prefer if you tried to keep a polite tone while addressing something like this, but once again, that’s entirely up to you. Just like everyone cannot accept that a person might change their gender every now and then, it’s alright to not be comfortable with someone reacting in a childish way to serious matters. You hate humans you say, are you basically implying you hate every single being within the species homo sapiens? If so, no wonder you never really got well together with Zaii, seeing as she’s a human being after all. I’m glad however that you keep trying to live among humans on a day to day basis, even if you hate them as much as it seems like you do. Stereotypes have come to stay. Humanity likes simplifying things and having stereotypes does help a lot with that. Sure, everyone might not fit the norm, but the average person does. Who’s at fault can be debated, but that’s a discussion you and Zaii should have. Yet again, I will ask her to talk with you about these matters if you can give me your word you’ll try to read what she types just like you’d read what everyone else types. I’m sorry to hear you put that much into something that from what I understand; was just on youtube and that it partially was causing you not to do some things in rea life as well. I might have gotten this part wrong and if so, I do sincerely apologize. It might very well have seemed to Zaii like it was real and often that’s all it takes, for one small thing to happen and then it just goes from there. I am so sorry to hear you don’t have that many around you! It is not an alright feeling at all! I’m glad to hear you’ve got a couple of friends still and I hope they’ll continue to be your friends for a long time. I didn’t know you went into depression because of what happened and that you harmed yourself too because of this. It really sounds like you two (you and Zaii) have a couple of things you need to sort out. What, the way I gather it was just you two on youtube, you thought was you two in real life and that’s something you both should talk about, if you both want to that is. I am thrilled to hear you managed to stay a bit happy this Christmas. I hope you’ll be able to build upon this happiness and to keep it there. I yet again apologize for having gotten some of your names wrong. I know someone named Emily, which is why I spelled it that way. It’s my mistake and I hope Emiley know it was her I was referring to, seeing as I forgot an “e”. I must admit, I like how you ended where you started, that’s a great way to composite things. The main thing I wanted to do, was to tell everyone else who Zaii is and trying to get you guys to leave her alone and stop telling people lies about her. If someone asks about her, I’d like you guys to forward them to Zaii and not tell them yourselves. Convincing you guys would just have been a bonus. I hardly believed I’d be able to and you pretty much confirmed that. My offer still stands, if you want to talk with her I once again will personally ask her to talk with you.+SnowWhitesAngel I am not entirely sure which ones house you’re referring to, but I know it cannot possibly be Zaii’s.+KingTriforce I’m typing this chronologically and I hope it’s alright I tag you once more. You already know what I’m going to say, but let me quote it for you once more: “My offer still stands, if you want to talk with her I once again will personally ask her to talk with you.”+SnowWhitesAngel I was hoping the evidence and facts I provided would help shed some light on the truth. I wish you’d share my opinion there. I did read your other comment and if you’d like to, I’ll give you the same offer as the person above here. Though, you’ll have to promise to be open minded about it too. The way I understood your comment, it was mostly about what happened over at dA and like I’ve tried to explain, it was not her doing. I am tempted to ask Zaii to make a new account on dA, now that she’s not living with her brother anymore and has changed her password, just to prove to you guys that it’ll be different this time around.+yukkiAmvx I am very sorry once again for having spelled your name without an “e”. I did tag you by your username, but it seems like you didn’t get that the message was directed at you initially. I am however thankful you replied to it; even though you’re not going to believe what I said. Isn’t it funny how things work out? I did indeed read your entire comment, how else would I have been able to make the remarks I did? I asked her about who Wulf is and she simply told me it’s not her account and that it’s just someone she previously knew. The fact it lists her as this person’s brother doesn’t really prove it’s Zaii’s brother. If you go to her Facebook account and look under “Family and Relationships” you’ll see that she’s not really related to any of those family members: //i.imgur.com/CKUbfKX.png (parts of the names are blurred out to protect people’s privacy). It’s just a Facebook brother. In addition, if you look through Wulf’s friends, you’ll see that this person has a couple of friends who does not know Zaii and aren’t Zaii’s friends. Why would someone she made up have more than just 2-3 friends to begin with and why would some of these friends a) Still be active if they too were not real and b) Not know who Zaii is?I’m sorry Emiley, but I don’t believe your story is anything but just that, a story. It might be true, but it’s not Zaii’s doing. You seem to be under the impression it was her no matter what she tries to tell you. As for your proof: I asked Zaii about it and she told me she said it, because you wanted her to say it. Goes pretty well with how it seems like you want it to be her no matter what, doesn’t it? She unfortunately reset her laptop somewhere in between then to now and doesn’t have the entire conversation, which would show the entire picture (yes, yes I did try to get access to it, no need to pull the whole “do you believe she really reset her laptop” argument, because she did). The only reason she really told you all of that is because she was tired of how you kept spreading lies about her and she thought trying to tell you what you wanted to hear and trying to become your friend again would help with that. Here’s yet another proof of how she made another account trying to escape you not even two weeks ago (she moved back soon after though): //i.imgur.com/KYwF6a8.png . Like I said, it might not be an untrue story after all, but it still isn’t Zaii’s doing. Do you recall how I previously mentioned people have gotten into her account on multiple occasions? For all I know, someone else might have made those accounts or someone else have been using them. Why would she need to get jealous in the first place when she had other people in her life? Yes, yes I think your story has a lot of holes and contradictions. It’s evident you try to put the blame for everything bad that’s happened to you, or at least most of the bad things that has happened on Zaii. I believe her side of the story, because her explanation makes sense, whereas yours don’t. Every single time she’s left the last year for some time, she’s always come back basically saying you had something to do with it. Now she’s back on youtube again and see who’s trying to tell everyone what a bad person she is? It all fits with her explanation. How you’d make up things that aren’t true to put her into bad light (the love story), how you’d try to take things out of context from your skype conversations to make people believe she said and meant things she only said because she was fed up (the screenshot above) and so on. It all fits with how what she’s been telling me you’ve been doing all along. From what I gather, it’s only you, the other person I’ve been referring to and maybe one or two more who’s saying they’ve experienced this side of Zaii. The rest is just agreeing with you saying they’ve heard this from others. They haven’t really experienced it themselves; they’re only basing their facts on assumptions and lies they’ve heard from others. It’s not true that everyone on this video is saying it’s true. It is however true that most are saying it’s true, but only 1/4th of those people have actually talked with Zaii. The rest are just agreeing. I don’t think those people’s opinion counts, seeing as they haven’t given Zaii a chance even to talk with them. If you think I’d post the previous comment defending Zaii and now this one, without having checked and tried getting my facts straight first, you’re wrong. I took my time yesterday and today and I’ve cross checked everything with past and present skype conversations, talked with multiple people and read all your comments, in addition to everything I’ve observed since I got to know her. I do acknowledge I’ve gotten a couple of details wrong, I’ll admit that, but do not think I’m defending her without knowing I’m doing the right thing. You say you don’t lie and then you list two things that don’t have anything to do with Zaii. I believe that you wouldn’t lie about what your father did or your grandmother passing away. I just don’t believe the lies you’ve been telling about Zaii. I’d like to tell you that I’m deeply sorry to hear you’ve had to experience both of those things and that I hope things are better now. I don’t know if you want to, but if you’d like to talk about those things afterwards and you think doing so would help, then I’d be happy to listen to you. She never told me those things about your father and grandmother didn’t happen, she’s just been telling me what I said above. To sum it up, you’ve spread lies, taken things out of context and so on. You do not deny the fact that she didn’t want to be friends with you anymore because of that nor do you deny the fact that you were threatening to kill yourself. Perhaps she did want to kill herself too, but maybe continuing to staying your friend was triggering for her and she deep down didn’t want to die, which is why she didn’t want to be your friend anymore? Please don’t kill yourself, Emiley. Killing yourself isn’t the solution. You’ve still got a lot to live for. Life is wonderful. Sure there are some ups and downs, but overall there’s a lot more happy things happening, than sad things. I hope you don’t want to kill yourself anymore!Of course I understand what PTSD means. Like I explained previously; do you think I started typing up that comment without getting as many facts as I could straight? I did look it up again now to really get the definition and I found this (webmd.com): …These include excessive emotions; problems relating to others, including feeling or showing affection; difficulty falling or staying asleep; irritability; outbursts of anger; difficulty concentrating; and being "jumpy" or easily startled…I guess it might be the “irritability” part you’re experiencing now towards Zaii? You feel happenings in the past were caused by her and therefore you’re irritable whenever she’s around? I’m not a doctor and I’m not trying to diagnose you, but that might help partially explain why you’re so bent on trying to ruin her life in the first place. You feel like she’s the one who’s caused you all the pain and even though it’s not true, you cannot help but see the false delusion you’ve made up yourself?I really hope your anxiety is getting better now and that you’re getting help treating it. All the things you experienced with your dad and with your grandmother dying cannot have been easy for you.I do sincerely apologize, but your last paragraph beginning with “When I said about what Zaii told to ME” and ending with “me longer than her.” I do not understand. If you do get back to me on this, please try to rephrase yourself and I will do my best to reply to it.Like I’ve said on multiple occasions, I do not plan on going after anyone. I just saw what was happening and I felt the need to voice my opinion and try to defend Zaii. I want to show people she’s not the person you’re all making her out to be. She didn’t do the things you said, Emiley, and she did not intend to hurt the poster of this video nor any of the others who say they have been hurt. She didn’t scam anyone either, that was her brother’s doing. People, who know me, know I don’t lie. I’ve shown, hopefully in a way that most will understand and agree with me on, that what you and your friends have been telling is not the truth. You may think you know the truth, but your version of truth, is my version of a delusion fueled by hatred, often referred to as an outright lie. You should not try to make Zaii a scapegoat for everything bad that’s happened. I hope people will reconsider the way they see her after reading what I’ve been typing. Yet again, thank you to everyone who’s read all of this for taking your time to do so. I hope people who still want to believe the lies will leave Zaii alone and not try to spread the lie to anyone else and those who now see what’s true will befriend Zaii and maybe try to get to know her better. I’ll leave it up to each individual to decide what you want to believe. Thank you.
First off you spelled my name wrong so I can't believe a word you said to me at all. Ok I wasn't talking about the brother or whatever that was "dangerous" in Maine???Did you read my entire comment?? I was talking about this dude named Wulf who I only known as that and her "brother living in New York" ok. //imgur.com/gjEQ34F ask her about that guy? Plus she was the one that admitted to being my bf or gf?? Need ACTUAL screenshot: //i.imgur.com/FwYgsXi.pngThere you go. When I would ask for a phone number, "he" would never give it to me then ran off. If I still add the messages I would show you BUT I deleted them because I moved on and didn't want to see them anymore. Why would I post a "fake" story about getting together with her brother but you never mentioning about the Alli or MajestiicMutt? Hmmm alright completely ignore the fact about that. My "actual" relationship and her getting jealous was about my ex that lives in Japan? Did you not understand my comment because I didn't say that SHE was getting jealous of me being "together with her brother". MY story having a bunch of holes and contradictions? ok seriously if you are going to believe everything that she has said to you which you are only getting her side of the story and not mine. I'm not the only one who has been hurt by her, everyone on this video is saying it is true of how she mistreats people and I barely know ANY of them. You honestly don't know what I've been through or what ANYONE else have been through because she always acts she is the victim in this. You and so many other people believe every word she says without talking to anybody else. I don't lie. Why the hell would I lie about being emotionally and sexually abused by my father? Why would I lie about my grandmother passing away? (Those two as an example of things that ACTUALLY happened). If she is gonna say none of those things happened, then buddy I don't know why you believe every word she says. Because of that reason she didn't want to be friends with me?? woow but yet she also was threatening to kill herself too?? that's totally ok if she does it but when i say i want to do it its not ok?? Do you not understand what PTSD means?? Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, look it up cause of it I have severe anxiety after my event. When I said about what Zaii told to ME and I was saying it through me from what I could remember cause I am such a "bully" for telling the truth and give people "pain" when I have been friends with that i me through Zaii who have stuck with me longer than her. Then why don't you leave me, my friends and everyone who has stated the truth alone who say nothing but the truth. Stay up her butt and believe all her crap. We know the truth and you don't.
+RemiixedAMVSo tell me where you'll be sending the message.You think I care for reports? Awww, that's cute :'D I didn't do anything wrong, so "knock it off" you.I won't be doing any of those. Sowyyyy.
+KingTriforce I love how you're automatically assuming that Zaii "sent me" to fight for her, lol. I may be one of her friends, but I can swear to whatever god there is that she didn't send me off like a little messenger to fight for her. I'm commenting of my own free will.
+SnowWhitesAngel Lol, you're amazingly mature. Guy types out an entire paragraph with evidence, and you reply with a one line joke and an emoticon. You're so believable, I see why people would want to agree with you! Bravo!
I don't believe a single thing you said. In my mind, Zaii's a mythomaniac, therefore I don't believe your words since what you said is what Zaii thinks.The brother story is the biggest bullshit I've ever heard. I saw Zaii buying these things, it was HER way of typing. Also, if the brother story was true, she'd tell me and other people about it. Tell the truth, not say "some jerk hacked her" like she always do. This hacking story is old, and this trick doesn't fall on us anymore. If it was true, it would've been easier to fix her problems and not start a mess. Also, I remember when people on dA discovered her truth, she'd often deactivate the account a day later... coincidence? No. Seriously.I don't care if she's fucking transgender or genderqueer or agender or whatever the fuck she wants to be. This isn't the problem. The problem is you don't keep creating lots of accs, saying in half of them that you're a girl, and in the other half, a boy. THIS is disgusting. You DON'T do that. You either: a) Say you're confused; b) Say you're genderqueer/trangender/whatever. Nobody were deciding what the hell she is. We're just saying it's disgusting.If she wanted to be happy, she wouldn't be this dick to other people. She said she wanted to be my friend, I ACCEPTED that and she said I was being rude with her, not accepting her forgiveness. What the fuck, seriously? Or she's dumb or I don't know. I have proof for this: //sta.sh/011sfoq2p3bShe always treats her friends good, until she's gets bored of them and throw them away, like a toy of some sort. We aren't toys. We have emotions. We don't want to be dished out like this, hurting our emotional state.And first of all, you don't fucking call me Sparkiie or Sparky. I hate the name Sparkiie, and Sparky is for friends only. You'll call me by King, thank you very much. I didn't harassed anyone. I wanted and still want an explanation to why she dished me away. And if I want to be childish, it's my problem. I hate humans and your stupid stereotypes. And it was her fault, not mine. I DIDN'T had more than one wifey, she had. I WAS dating her, she treated me as a boyfriend, and I refered her as girlfriend. I loved a boy in my school for 2 years, I just didn't went to tell I loved him to him cause I had Zaii. I was loyal to her. She'd talk with me about meeting up. It wasn't "a youtube thing". I have proof of this as well:A message left in my channel by Zaii, in Sept. 8. 2013: "Zaii was here yet again, but this time I will leave you a much longer, and deserving spam my dear. ♥ I want everyone who reads this, to subscriber to my amazing husband, he is so amazing, and such a sweet n00b. c: I love him so much, and one day I will get to poke his face in rl and run away ;3 ♥ I love you so much Sparky, words just aren't enough to tell you how much you mean to me. ♥"I DIDN'T had others. I was loyal and I'll always be. What I once did was a joke with my friend SexyDragoness101 that I called her my wifey one day, because we were ROLEPLAYING WITH OUR OCS. It only lasted some hours. I also DID TELL Zaii me and Dragoness were joking. She had been ok with it. And I don't have anybody, I'm fucking single and I barely have friends. Don't assume what you don't know. Ever since I found out Zaii had Austin I've started with a bit of depression. When she broke up with me, my depression got a lot more worse and I self harmed frequently. Only on this christmas 2014 that I managed to get away from this depression and to be a bit happy again.I'm not gonna reply to you about EMILEY (not Emily) since I'm not her, but I can say you misunderstood A LOT of her last message. You're the one lying here, boy.And no, we didn't believed the bullshit you wrote here and we will not start seeing Zaii diferently. I've already talked with her for 3 years or so, and I know how it feels.