Schizoaffective disorder and autism Videos

Do you think schizoaffectives are also psychic? I'm not diagnosed, but I do have psychosis, and I also have weird moments where I "know" something before it happens.

So is there a lack of being self accountable? In all my life I've never had to deal with someone like this until the past 4 years. She was diagnosed with this condition but claims it's just depression. Although I have no real relationship with the individual that individual is very much part of my life. No matter how much I stay open, understanding, and send them love and light this individual always goes out of their way to make everything a mess. Constantly gaslighting, never is accountable for their behavior even though it negatively affects the child. Just seems that....well what is constantly displayed to me and everyone else that witnesses their behavior that they refuse to be accountable, responsible, tantrums like a 5 year old, revengeful, self-absorbed, and self-righteous. I just want to understand and hopefully be able to help not only them, the situation, but above all the child that has witnessed all of it. :/ It's almost as they brag about their claimed condition? Idk...

If you are schizophrenic, then how do you know if you are schizophrenic?

It's so weird. When I was manic, I thought I was so special. I could feel the universal oneness and find strings of coincidences. Now that I'm down and back on my meds, life just seems so worthless. By the way I was also into the whole clairvoyant medium crystals thing, it didn't last for too long though.

the littlest things freak me out , i have violent outbursts that i dont even remember, i hear voices, and see things (shadows and even peole sometimes) , that i interact with, my ex bf used to tell them to go away when id talk to them but my dr told him to stop acknowledging them. and sometimes I cant tell if im in real life and wont respond to anyone. Im schizoaffective,with borderline personality disorder, and derealization disorder, i suffer a great deal of anxiety and its often triggered by the smallest things going as i havent planned. i have a lot of triggers. Im in therapy, and take 6mg of risperidone daily, zoloft, and buspars for my anxiety. though this has helpped my visuals, i still hear voices and try really hard to ignore them. i dont interact with many human beings, and the ones i do im someitmes a little bit nervous to talk to them for fear of exposing myself to them...i just recently broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years, so I really have no one i talk to about what im experiencing and my new psychatrist hates me and left the hospital, this is my 2nd psychiatrist to leave me.My mom gets really awkward around me if i tell her that im feeling off , and my brothers pretty much just joke about the voices i hear, so Im not sure who else to talk to.>_

Hey beautiful. I really relate to you we are similar in so many ways. I am in a bit of a crisis right now and your videos are helping me through it. :) Thanks. I tend to focus on my personal view that after this life we probably fade into nothingness so something is greater than nothing, 1>0. I am not a genius but I am very existentially talented and I do associate that with my uniqueness and rare mind. I think there really may be a genetic link between creativity and melancholy but I just gotta do me. Please continue with this!