I love this song at least someone can do a cover that's got all the truth
and lets their feelings of their chest. I regularly feel like this, that
I'm not good enough or I'm worthless or unwanted. when I was about 7 this
girl was just bullying me constantly every single day since I started
school. she made me feel worthless, not enough, unwanted. no one ever knew
what she was doing to me until I starved myself. things got real serious. I
had enough I had one meal every day and I never ate it. nothing. I went
from 4.1 pounds down to 2.9 pounds. I was like this until I was 9. I fitted
into 2-3/3-4 clothes when I was 7 all the way up to when I was nine. my
face was just bones, my body was nothing no more. my best friend helped me
through everything. she was the one who kept me where I am now otherwise I
wouldn't of been here.my life would of ended if I diddnt know her. she has
been there for me from the begining . now I'm 11 and I'm still getting
bullied and ive had enough. it took one and a half years to get back to
normal weight. I ended up going to the doctors every week because I
couldn't control myself no more. I still thought I was fat. every day,
every night, I felt ill like I was going to be sick. the doctors founf out
I had a panic attack every 30 minutes. this happened at school. I missed
75% of my ability to learn. I couldn't concentrate. but now ive at a weight
I should be. yet people call me fat, your so heavy, your ugly, your
unwanted, your worthless. the same thoughts go through my head. "should I
starve myself" "should I move schools""should I run away" but I say to
myself no. I will stay and be stron.this is my story like to stop bullies
and like to help others.thanksevie.
Amazingly sad story...maybe you should say to the ones who still bully you 'Should I starve myself?' in a serious tone. maybe they'll understand. Well, if you ever need someone to talk, send me a dm on twitter, Igram or youtube. just ask me for my contact details. I would be glad if we could talk maybe. all the best pal.
Chit Chat GRWM | ASK ME ANYTHING | Giveaway WINNER!!
Congrats to the winner! Obviously I was in a rush today, wasn't my best work, but we all have those days! love to you all xoxo Welcome friends!! Open for more ...
have you any suggestion for a mascara that doesn't smudge on hooded eyes
and makes my eyes look like a panda ?? I have tried many waterproof but
they didn't work at all
+Elisabetta Chiusamonti I have such issues with waterproof mascara! I have good luck with clump crusher not smudging. I use the regular formula not waterproof. For me waterproof mascaras always seem like tar and make my lashes stick together :/
Hey Amber! Damn you're quick! Way to go! lol So I know I'm a little late
for Q&A (I just finished watching the video) but I want to know what
"baking" means to you. When girls put powder on and sit and "bake". Can you
please elaborate on that and what's your opinion on not doing it and or if
you do it. Thank you! love you girl!
+What Emily Loves My husband is the director of a youth summer camp during the entire summer, so since he goes, I go. :) I know, Ive just never wanted to bite the bullet of buying one!
very cute look with blue. thank you for doing the giveaway! and I just want
to say I really like your vlogmas videos so it would be great if you did
more. I have been watching your videos for a while now, and keep wondering
what camp you are referring to in lots of videos. I'd love to know! thank
you again!!!
+Girlbehindthechair09 Wow! This camp sounds amazing. :-) And btw, I sent you an email because I wasn't sure how to find youtube messaging. (embarrassing)
You are welcome! My husband runs a youth camp for his job in the summer, and I have worked there the past two summers. It's a crazy job but it is fun. I have run the business side in the past we will see what I do next year if anything. It's for 12 weeks from end of May thru mid August so it takes the entire summer. We do rock climbing, swimming, first aid classes, music classes etc! : D
You are welcome! My husband runs a youth camp for his job in the summer, and I have worked there the past two summers. It's a crazy job but it is fun. I have run the business side in the past we will see what I do next year if anything. It's for 12 weeks from end of May thru mid August so it takes the entire summer. We do rock climbing, swimming, first aid classes, music classes etc! : D
Next Avenue Community Conversations: Talking With Your Aging Parents | 4/6/2015
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Q&A: Any advice you would give a young lady in her mid twenties trying to
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you Latoya, you're SO FUN to watch!! XOXO!
I have shared this on my Facebook so our other August Martin classmates can
see this and possibly attend. I now live in NC so I cannot attend but maybe
they can.
Heyyyyy...came across your channel from chinacandy page... I went to high
school with Ciara. I was sorry to hear about her death as well. I am
diabetic as well so this was definetly an eye opener for me.
Killswitch Engage's Jesse Leach and Friends - Live Chat (RECORDED)
On Tuesday, June 11, Jesse Leach (Killswitch Engage), Levi (Miss May I), John (Darkest Hour), Telle (The Word Alive) & Dennis (Affiance) took your questions ...
Who gave you the authority to say what is and isn't metal, they are just a
different genre of metal. Metalcore is metal like it or not, quit trying to
act like only the stuff you listen to is metal. I listen to bands from
Death to Killswitch. Both are great bands if you don't like Killswitch
don't listen to them. SIMPLE AS THAT YOU RETARD.
haha it's awesome to see how different the younger guys are from the older
ones, especially when asked about music/influences. Levi and Telle are
definitely are on the younger side, Dennis kinda bridges the gap, and John
and Jesse's replies are a little more 'seasoned' if you will :) I love it!
the fuck does being a metalhead have to do with being polite? you make it
seem like metalheads are any different from anyone else in the world just
because they listen to a certain kind of music. you're ignorant.
Can you guys talk a bit about how the tour package was put together, like
were you guys fans of each others' music before this tour was an idea? You
guys are all amazing, keep shreddin!
all of you are such amazing people i just saw yall in houston what an
amazing show. if you have kids or think about having kids how does it feel
to be away for a long period of time?
Great conversation guys! I wanted to comment about the issue of suffering.
You mentioned being a new father, and congrats! I wonder, with God being
our Father, if he wouldn't have to allow us a level of freedom to make us
feel autonomous. And this just like you would not control the every move of
your son to make sure that he didn't hurt himself. So I would think that
God has to allow for us to be nasty or mean, or downright evil at times, so
that we can from ourselves choose life, and happines
yes i think that god does have that conundrum of the why we exist, like us
, but the way i think about it is that's why parts of god were sent forth
(us and all things) we are the 'leading edge' of discovery of self ..we are
telling the universe what to become through our experience our desires our
dreams..teal scott talks about this and its resonates with me so highly
..such a beautiful conversation ! i would love to interview u as well
curtis your mind is one i would love to explore some :)
Hi JingleJoe, thanks for responding... I take your point but at the same
time it does feel somewhat hypercritical. All this harping on about the
evil corporations and so on and then taking money from them. Let's face it,
the peanuts that they paid him (if anything) will mean nothing to them. And
yes OK so he could use this money to continue to fund his campaign which is
great, but I still feel that this goes completely against what he is
supposed to stand for. No doubt I will be shot down....
...in flames but that's just how it feels to me. I have followed Charlie
for a long time and I just don't see how this can fit in to his ethos at
all. How long before it goes from, "hey look at me I am taking money from
the corporations to fund my campaign" to "oh I am now in regular work and I
can't afford not to have this income from the corporations because it has
given me a better standard of living" - Don't get me wrong, this man has
done more for the movement than most and I respect...
Charlie it would be good to see you do a video on depression as its one of
the biggest killers of men in the uk through its worse side effect which is
suicide. It is a worldwide problem that takes life both in a physical sense
and an emotional one and steals time. Its something you've not really
covered in your videos so far and would be interesting to see what your
thoughts are on it. Ive uploaded one on my experiences of it too if anyone
wants to check it out and can maybe relate to it.
sometimes you have to go mainstream to get a voice. Do you not still like
the ideology of the Love Police and the message it sent. Take Charlie
Making a few quid to live aside if it improves peoples lives by giving them
the confidence to question their rights is that not a good thing. People
say sell out, give the guy a chance the tide is changing a lot of TV
documentaries like dispatches are attacking the government he definitely
has a good chance to make good informative documentaries
forget what they all say bud, you're a legend. You're a truth seeker not a
conspiracy theorist the 9/11 thing is more likely to be an insurance scam
than it is the government really miss the Love Police. Alex Jones is just
propagating his own agenda. The real deal is to learn and educate yourself
using different sources and choosing which peoples ideas sound savvy. I
have a friend who does live instantaneous poetry about events that are
happening. Bring back the love police please.
I think we must seriously consider the possibility that 'why existence?' is
a meaningless question. What an answer would even look like is
inconceivable. What it even means, though, is unclear. Answers to 'why'
questions come in the form of causes, past physical events, motives of
agents or rational grounds; it seems these are not applicable answers to
'existence' since they occur within it. Perhaps the question is rather like
'what is the sound of colour'?
Patrick, I would be far more with you and behind what you are saying if the
guy wasn't deleting comments! It's not as though anything I have said was
untrue! Subject to opinion yes of course but I haven't been rude, or
offensive, yet I find my comments being deleted???? A true pioneer of
freedom of speech and free thinking??? Clearly not!
do you seriously think I'm suggesting that? no one with an ounce of logic
would think that. as far as I can see, money given to an anarchist gives
him the freedom to promote and advance his cause. If he chooses to use it
for frivolous things which don't advance his cause but oppose it, then yes,
he's hypocritical.
selling out is a loaded term, from my persepctive this is OK; if a large
company gives money to an anarchist and activist like Charlie Veitch then
they have not only lost that money but also facilitated thier own
degredation by supporting someone who stands against them and brings other
people to that same cause.
The spectrum of everything! All possibilities will exist within the moment,
given any moment (past or future [fallacy]) nothing impossible will ever
happen. though the chances of guessing a unknown possibility will happen,
if it's in your lifetime - hey ho, if not you may read it in a book that
someone did.
Ninja Tom Memorial Group Ride Safety Chat
Make sure you subcribe to Bash 041 here https://goo.gl/hH8azW Ninja Tom memorial ride coming up and I wanted to let you guys know about group riding.
Wait WTF is it still f'n Wed. I thought it was Thurs. OOOOHHHHHH wait I
got it someone messed with the date on my cpu ;-) LOL good vid sir! Ride
Safe!!