Great depression section 1 quiz Videos

OK my dear Carrie I just read your vent at the bottom here and I wanna just offer some words of advice in the editing department. This is only because I myself have never dealt with depression before I know it is a rough thing and I don't want to say something that would hurt you, but do know that I am here for you if you ever need to talk. If my friends have ever told me anything that is good about me is that I am a very good listener. ^_^ Now!!! Back to the editing because I want you to take a good long look at your work and really look at it. because you must not be seeing what I am seeing. Hun, I have watched your editing blossom in such a short amount of time. Seriously!!! I feel like the editor I first met has become something truly amazing!!! Have you ever gone back and looked at your work from just a few months ago or even a year!? It's amazing the strides that you have made in such a short amount of you. As for a style....here is something that I have learned the hard way (trust me I've been editing for almost 8 years) is that your style will never be the same. Just look at some of the stuff I'm doing now, it dosen't really look like what I was doing even a year ago! You learn new things every time you edit something. So what might look like inconsistancy is actually you very very slowly trying new things and eventually finding what YOU like. The biggest thing to remember with editing is that as long as you like it then that is all that matters. I'm not even sure if I'm making any sense, sorry. I just wanted to let you know that I'm a super proud of you for all the work you have done with your editing and you should be too. ^_^

All of these were just simply amazing!!! I can't get over how much I love your part for my "Someone Else" MEP. Seriously I LOVE IT!!! As for your previews OMGOMGOMG!!! I love ALL of them but I am just gonna say PLEASE do the Over the Garden Wall one!!! That mini-series has been my life ever since it aired in November!!! I really should edit with it...but still....my two cents go to that one. xD All of them are amazing though!!! I can't wait to see any of them!!! :D

Nooo ;_; Carrie! *hugs* Sweetie I know exactly how you feel with the editing stuff. You shouldn't force yourself to take parts in meps if your not having fun with them, editing should be fun! Don't worry about finding a style! I've been editing for many years now and I still don't have a specific 'style' I just edit however I want depending on the song, so don't worry about that just keep doing what you're doing because I love your videos I mean just look at these mep parts! They are all so amazing!! I know exactly how you feel with depression and panic attacks I've suffered with them myself for a few years now and I have these awful bad days like you and although the people around aren't helping just remember if you ever need to talk to someone and get some stuff off your chest I will always be here for you! Just skype me, send me a message here on yt or tumblr anything! I know it's hard but you should try your best to ignore the people who make you feel bad, they are not worth it! You are such a kind, smart and very talented person and I know you are strong and you get through this I believe in you and I will help you in any way I can

I'm sorry to hear what you're going through :( I know too well what you are talking about, but believe me, this is something each of us goes through sometimes! I personally figured out that i'm absolutely not able to edit when i'm under pressure or stress, it's impossible! I can sit in front of my PC for hours, staring into an empty Sony Vegas file and being pissed and angry about it, but i have all the reasons for that 'cause i'll have exams in 3 months and haven't even started to learn anything :P And besides all that school sh*t, i also have to deal with stupid people at work >_< I have heard somewhere that it helps to find inspiration when you take a walk or hanging out with some friends and do other things for a day or so, but i'd prefer to take a walk since i live near the forest! Personally i think you have a very nice style of editing, there's nothing wrong about it! It's just so damn hard to stay original since there are so many talented editors around here, but i don't mean that it is a bad thing! It's just... hard :P

I kinda suck with words but I just sorta want to say that I know how ya feel and if you want to talk or anything I'm always free.

I was like, "YAY MEP PARTS" and then I was like "aw, depression D:" It's some nasty stuff, and unfortunately many people are prone to it these days. I even had it during high school because high school sucks, it really does. Finding a job really helped me, mostly because my depression came from feeling trapped and alone and having money, and a car made me feel like I could run away at any moment if anything got bad. Bad mentality, but it was good for me. And people don't get it. They never really do, unless they've been through anything like it. Most high school people are fairly shitty though anyways. I hated them, I hated high school, hell, I didn't even go to class for half of my senior year because the people were the worst. HIGH SCHOOL IS LITERALLY THE WORST. A lot of people can agree with me on that. But you kinda have to deal with it since you kinda have to go to school. But I recommend fiding something else to occupy your time, like a goal or something. It's hard to find something interesting enough though, hard to make that adjustment. For me, I started working, and that was a good start, and then I got into editing. I love to edit, I really do, but sometimes i look at my video and think they're the worst. I only get so far, and they're usually pretty lazy looking, because I have no patience for anything. I'm kinda lame, and I rip off styles a lot. But I like to edit still, when I have time. So that feeling you have about your editing is normal. I think every editor goes through it. I personally, do see a style type in your videos, but sometimes styles are hard to see when it's not bright-ass colors and crazy typography. What am I getting at? um, not sure myself. this turned into something long. I just want you to know that even though you're feeling depressed, that it can pass by changing some things in your life.I mean, it sounds easy enough, but it's not, not gunna lie. I know you're in the "acceptance phase" but at one point you just need to look at yourself in the mirror and say that you want to be happy, and mean it. It's a hard thing to do though. It's all hard. This whole situation. And I think my ramping isn't helping at all. I kinda talked about myself a lot. I'm super lame. But I'm here for you! I adore you, I really do. You're one of my closest friends, even though we've technically never met. So if you need me give me a holla and we can talk. I'm kinda on a different schedule than you with all my night shifts, But I'll still try to talk! If you want my phone number or anything (to make it easier to talk) let me know and I'll give it to you :D 

I just love your style, Carrie!

Okay, you are getting so good at this! Nice job on all of these, Carrie. :D