Great depression road to recovery Videos

Shall I reverse the question-: I am terrified of meeting someone because I've never had it properly and I already ecepted I wouldn't have children. So mabey thought love would never come. My heart kind of likes me but I'm on my own looking in from outside. Not wanting to get involved so terrified of getting hurt which I always am. I meditated last night and it was gorgeous. I saw the younger sister of that man when I was 18 just now. Can you answere the question? X X

I hope you are ok I've not heard anything so I just hope that you are? I have a feeling your family have been in touch? I don't know. Am I right who knows I know your stronger. Talented tall inspiring individual and I opened my deepest heart to you. Does that not ring bells....? You will not be alone. I've given up sending posts in cause they never go through and I don't really want them knowing my private business but I started opening up to you! Get it. X

I am alright I guess. Work went by fast. We redid an entire section of clothing so it was a quick shift. I am glad you are okay. I hope everything is alright. I am thinking about everything. My head is spinning. I can't locate what I am thinking from what my depression is telling me. I was just fine, but now that I am home I feel trapped in my thoughts again. I am going to journal for sure. I hope you are having better than I am. :)

Hi work over today, my post didn't go in and I'm quite glad I don't know why it didn't did I do something wrong? I am glad I told you though honestly there's so much shit but I know I trust you. I don't know if other bad stuff happened to you but I am here for you as an equal.....how are you feeling now tiered, emotionally wrung out! ? I have been thinking about you again. Keep pushing! Talk to me when you ready.

I am okay. We are having severe weather here, but I am not too worried about. I was just really depressed about being by myself. I was just really sad, and suicidal thoughts started kreeping into my head as a solution and I couldn't fight the feelings anymore, so I had to reach out for help even though I didn't want to. I knew it was the right thing to do. All in all, I am doing okay today.

I am fine. today was crazy. we had some really bad weather, and my power was out for most of the day, so that is why I haven't been responding. Do what makes you feel most comfortable, if telling me is enough then don't worry about the website until you comfortable with telling them. :D hope you had a great day!

it's fine! Don't worry about it! :D YOu deserve 100 gold stars and kisses too! You are doing so well! :D Keep up the work! It is worth, because we are worth it! :D Have a great day! I am doing some homework for class tomorrow. I hope everything goes well with the DOCS today!

On Boxing Day I was very close to taking an overdose, I have before but I wanted out completely! Thank god I worked through it. Look at what you've achieved. It makes me crazy I can't reach out for you, I thought about you all day yesterday, god! Night night sweet heart. X

Yes thank vey much I can't remember exact dates but its positive. Thankyou very much. My mum hasn't clicked why I'm at the doctors so much. I am EXTREMELY proud of you for getting through this. Pat on the back, take a bow! X X I know you don't like kisses but tough. Hehe

Hello, how are you. How's work. I'm off, but going to the gym. I just remembered I had a "funny turn" at work yesterday. I went blank and couldn't talk for about 45secs. I've had it for many years nasty. It used to progress into violent seizure. What are you thinking?

Glad you made it through the night. I also suffer from depression so I know what you're going through. Some days will be good, others will be crummy. Hang in there and things WILL turn around (eventually). Call on us YouTubers for support whenever you need it.

Thanks, and part of the reason I started making videos on here was to let other people know that it is okay to struggle with mental disorders, and there are people here to support them. I will definitely keep it in mind about leaning on fellow YouTubers.

Hajj woo hoo I've just smiled too massively oh my gosh! You made me smile bloody hell.... Ha ha ha oh wow get on with your work. Thankyou for my kisses greatly received. X X don't know what the o is for with the X I'm not in the lingo. Ill just be me. X

I type a good long reply then bloody loose it! Mad....why, I was only saying my youngest niece is the only one that I've felt true love from, everyone else wants something in return or is that me? Don't know? LOVE that comes from within first.

I don't know why, but I just got the biggest smile on my face. I am lying, I know why I am smiling. I am smiling, because you made me smile, because I know something I said made you feel better. I hope you have a great day! XOXO :D

The weather is all gone. It rained all morning and went away this afternoon. No more severe weather in the forecast in the near future, so recovery efforts won't be slowed down anymore, which is good. :D

So what's going on in your head, and in your heart. What do you think....what do you feel? Are you in touch with you to know.....I'm sorry that's quite intense and you don't have to tell me but.....X X

better, and if I were to quit now it would be a tremendous shame which is why I will never quit. My game over screen will not bee self-initiated, I will live a long prosperous life and so will you. :D

As long as your ok? I just want you really no one else. That makes me good. I've got work all day. Smiles, smiles. I was flashed at at work once! The things we put up with. I hope you have slept ok? X

Thanks! I work tomorrow, but I definitely check my inbox :D I made it through tonight that's all that matters :D Thanks for the hug, and I think about you too. I hope you have a good too!

I slept well. Of course I feel comfortable with you, but I can't just talk about anything on the internet. There are things I would tell you, but on a public forum like YouTube.

Yeah I just hate when things creep back into our lives. It's like opening a door you thought you had already gotten beyond, but recovery is a process, not perfection.

I'm glad you slept. I want you to feel comftable with me as I am with you. It's all very public. I could be open for you but not on utube...crazy!

Oh good. It's terrible. I've just woke up. I'm at that docs tomorrow and ats it's the first time I can say no cutting! Good hey! X

~this is YouTube! NOT: ObamaTube or ObamaCultMembersTube & NOT = YourTube. & this kenyan with his FAKE "Selective Service Card" & various other missing commie manifesto's & Islamic monies he accepted to get his Bills paid at Harvard? Are going to be "discussed" until WE THE PEOPLE get "actual" answers! AMERICANS CONTROL THE CONVERSATION NOW not some ACORN inserted little liar & shape-shifter who is borrowing more money then the country can ever pay back! HEY YA THINK HES TRYING THIS ON PURPOSE?

..and if Biden is so all fired STUPID as to not GET WHY THIS IS HAPPENING?...Look around buddy! Your "commander in cheese" the community organizer inside ACORN demanded that the banks GIVE LOANS or be called "racists" = and when those banks feared Obamas ACORN Grifters picketing? They loaned to those crackers and those homes where abused and abandoned and stripped of appliances and THE BANKS? Got those "NOW"dirty hovels= dumped back in their LAPS! Obama? He hid like the Grifter he is! ACORN 101

Obama 101= Hybrid Socilaist/Marxist/Communist/NewAge/kenyan/IslamicLovin/TerroristPettin = LIAR! ....he spends each and every day lying about some goob "solar panel" company Obama the Greenie Gestapo Nazi eco evil = is going to be DUMPED with the rest of the STIM-YOU-BUSTED masses of begged and borrowed Red Chinese ObamaMonies! Then he stated "MAY"?? enable "Namaste Solar" is HIRE 12 MORE PEOPLE? ...lol! This is a clueless dunce DIM socialist experiment ending in EMPTY BANK ACCOUNTS=Odumba 101

@TheAgeofReason17941 = you are a clueless socialist! Obama and his idiotic mass dumping of monies? Not the way THROUGH ANYTHING! ...we needed all those idiots and Unions to CRASH! All of them! And pick up the pieces when the dust cleared! Now we OWE FRAUDGILLIONS IN TAXES = FOREVER!....this guys false "fears" and his egoic "cure"??.....MADE THINGS WORSE! ...his next move is to raise Taxes and then re-distribute anyones wealth to grifters he deems MORE WORTHY THAN YOU & YOUR FAMILY! thats wrong

STUperJeremiah = would that GREED be the paycheck commie community organizer for ACORN - "Obama" collected for being their "lawyer" and forcing BANKS to give loans to the Grifters and crackers surrounding Obama as he told those cowering BANKERS "he would picket their bank with his "Racists" SIGN! ...and the scared banks gave in ....and result? The banks ended up with Obama Grifters in their houses - not paying any mortgage - filled with Pit Bulls and then they STOLE all the appliances and LEFT

@RoseSkye = this man got your vote? lol! ...you should of read the ..."fine print" It said "HYPE & CHEESE" ....and your memo is coming in the mail! IF YOU PROMISE to vote in this shape-shiftin devil ??? Next election? ....your BIG 666 Lb. Block of FREE CHEESE will be mailed to your doorstep! Keep your doll's eyes ~peeled for that notice with the ObamaRED Chinese commie Sun emblem emblazend across the envelope! (bet that'll get you to vote real quick = anything Grifters LUV? is sumthin 4 FREE)

the party of NO if about to TAKE OVER OBAMA! NO! = to any more of these socialist experiments of sheer stupidity! If these idiots could not SELL their NewAge "solar panels" IN THE FREE MARKET?= LET THEM FAIL! No body in America wants Social Security to "fail" while "NaMessedUP Solar" MOTTO = (demons channeled into every panel guaran"teed" by our evi spirit conduiting meditations and egoic self christ brain vibrations) =SO WE SAY NO to this blantant "favoratism" to this ONE COMPANY?~ sickening

..HE'S BABBLING!= Baamas BABBLING ! and his last 2 mins? he announces that MAYBE a guy MIGHT? ..hire a DOZEN NEW WORKERS????.......and Obama admits that "Namaste solar was LAYING OFF EVERONE!"........but because Obama got his socialist idiot ideals involved and DUMPED A FEW MILLION Red Chinese borrowed dollars and gave "blake" FruadGillions MORE OBAMA MONIES? ....so "blake" can now go around and "Install" solar panels which he BILLS THE TAX PAYERS FOR! ....lol! Its a freak show of Socialists

And O'blahBlah? Why is no money going to COAL and OIL and LOGGING? .....and to the "hair weave" Industry? Or the "picking up garbage" on the side of the road PROGRAM? Or how about closing the boarders and FENCING IT OFF? With Super Max Razor Wire? THAT WOULD BE BETTER ......then giving 10 goobs and their "cousins" Millions and Millions to plop a "solar panel" onto a GOVERNMENT BUILDING? ......they all went home and cracked open a BIG BOTTLE of "crystall" ShumPonYaa and LOL! at their windfall

@MrSTANDFORAMERICA = the BlowBaama and ODumbBidden Magical Liberal MATH NUMBERS?.... all a snake oil salesmen con GAME of the FAR LEFT!!!.....these two are "dumb and dumber" ........and they have almost RUINED this country so far! They keep lying and lying and lying as the economy is heading for a ~cliff ~!!!! They are both on board their ~~SoulTrain yellin out the windows "change is comin soon"!! TOOT TOOT!.......as the 666 foot cliff and the TRACKS GONE? deny deny deny = Obama goes*boink*

@RoseSkye = I will bet you O'Biden STALLED the entire "confessional booth" line! When it took him about 4 hours to list out the LIES that he and Obama spam out daily! NOW? Obama wants to "create a commision" to look over the countrys money problems? LOL! ...stop spending all those Tax Payer dollars Obama! And Biden? ...... those ashes are a reminder of how our entire countrys Bank Account are going to look in about 3 years! Obama had to use that OLD LINE about "ribbon cuttin" AGAIN= seeeesh

@TheAgeofReason17941= How do we know Obama a Liar? EASY!= everything comin out of his greenie gestapo goob mouth! (including his Scam-painLIES) ..& "stealing"? = thats gonna START REAL SOON! ....& that is the reason that no one will invest in any new business EVER until he leaves office! If you earn BIG TIME? Blowbaama is gonna ~snort it !! = & it will never ever ever BE ENOUGH! He will greedily tax any large earners" MORE! ......so we sit & wait as he taxes the wealthy into leaving the USA

All of you right wing teabaggers who preach against the stimulus, TARP, etc. are complete fools! If we would've followed your lead voting against TARP, stimuls, etc. we would be in a depression that would've made the 30's( look like a picnic!(i.e. 30-50% unemployment) The following quote succintly sums up us as American's: "The greatness of America lies not in being more enlightened than any other nation, but rather in her ability to repair her faults" Alexis de Tocqueville (He was French)

1)Discouraged workers and the institutionalized are never counted as unemployment. Unemployed are considered those actively seeking work. This is how it has always been. The purpose of the Act was not only to ameliorate unemployment must to prevent a second Great Depression. The U.S. economy suffered from a grand drop in demand. The government fill this gap in demand with government spending. This is how Keynesian economic works. GDP is growing once again and unemployment has leveled out.

@RoseSkye = yer lookin for some = "intellectual integrity"?? seems you would AVOID BLOWBaama and his Billie Ayers - Farra-CON - RevWrong - CrackpotCommieVanJones - HugoChubezz AND OBAMA peep cult club of Grifters commies and liars! ........(no "intellectual integrity here! = reminder: Yomama accuses Cambridge Police of being STUPID when those men were trying to find out if Yomamas nutty thin skinned reverse racist Professor Peep was acting a FOOL and Obama - the next day? OUT DID HIM!!!!)

..and by the WAY - Obama! ....there would be HUNDREDS of "stories" if the Grifters in Government told the TRUTH about who and what is REALLY being done by these Unions and Greenie Goob Grifters and the people getting this money? THEY? SHOULD NOT HAVE GOT A DIME! NOT A DIME!!!! ......they should have all fallen FLAT ON THEIR FACE~! GONE BANKRUPT! And so should all of the other "solar panel" companies Obama is propping UP! Why do they GET ANY MONEY? .....TAKE RESPONSIBILITY = SELL OR FAIL!

End the wars in Pakistan, Iraq and Afganistan now! Quit sending poor kids off to kill other poor people! "There are two things which a democratic people will always find very difficult - to begin a war and to end it" Alexis de Tocqueville Bring back the draft but only draft the offspring of the top 5% of wage earners children. If the rich are willing to send their children off to die, then we'd all truly have something to think about. If this was our policy would we be at war right now

I know. How can any American call a Democrat a socialist when they themselves love public schools, Medicare, Medicaid, social security and unemployment benefits? I don't think Obama is a social democrat, he is concerned with the problems of America, such as health care inflation, education, economics and jobs. Yet ppl believe he has some evil agenda. He is literally trying to save Americans from themselves. I read her book as well as Thomas Paines. He is one of my fav Founding Fathers.

Obama FAKE BI-PARTISAN "commision" to investigate Obamas sheer egoic stupidity errors in his economy plans? The COUNT will be = "4" commie crackpots Odumba is going to INSERT to spy & lie! Then 6 DIM drones~~zzz and finally "6" Truth Filled Rational Republicans! So once Again! Obama LIES! .... he stacked even this "economy egoic CON-mission".....lol! ....Obama has no = SHAME in how many "bi=partisan" lies he edicts out! ALL HE DOES IS AVOID REPUBLICAN RIGHT THINKING=so he's ruined us!

u got that right, bro! i feel the same way! they really don't care about facts! and they're not saying,: i ?think? obama this, .. i ?think? obama that .. the're saying,: i !know! obama's a terrorist.. i !know! obama's gonna destroy the country .. i !know! obama's the antichrist... sometimes i don't even know how to answer, to such fucked-up logic! it's almost shocking, what people come up with... obama = hitler ??? ...you know?! are they really that stupid/uneducated ? Peace

$34 million to renovate the Department of Commerce headquarters $500 million for improvement projects for National Institutes of Health facilities $44 million for repairs to Department of Agriculture headquarters $350 million for Agriculture Department computers $88 million to help move the Public Health Service into a new building $448 million for constructing a new Homeland Security Department headquarters $600 million to convert the federal auto fleet to hybrids

Nobody can deny there are some effect from the act on other country. You don't live in a vacuum! What rest to be proven is to which extend. Certainly not 'ALL' as you suggest, you see when you hyperbolate(sic) ..you lose the arguments Beside, It's not wrong that you helping the other country that you so casually hurt by your lack of proper financial regulation. (I'm Canadian too, but I would think the same if that were Canada that messed up the world economy)

The unemployment rate is always the last to recover in any recession. Since this recession is so severe, it may take a half a decade to a decade to achieve full employment again (maybe 5%). Government spending and tax cuts should help to increase consumption, output and demand. This will assist the private sector, which will then begin to create jobs again. There is only so much the government can do to decrease the unemployment rate. Obama realizes this.

Obama did not "steal" anything and is not a thief. Many Republicans who voted against the Recovery and Reinvestment Act have accepted funds for it in order to create jobs in their districts and states. He did not benefit in anyway from the money. This has probably hurt him more politically. But as I asked before. What is Obama's "progressive agenda" and why do you think he is a "liar and a thief." And please provide facts and justify your reason.

I understand the situation. I self inflicted in the Hospital due to my headaches . I lost some cognitive skills. I lost 38 kgs, I lost respect from my family and friends. I can't understand instructions and people think I am retarded. Afraid of people talking to me. But! I am alive and a Nsf Ambassador. Good Movie! You Are helping the world's society. Keep Going! Proud that we've spoken in our meeting

My book will be officially launched at Parliament House in Melbourne, Australia on Wednesday 4th September, The Parliamentary Secretary for the Minister of Health, Ms Georgie Crazier, will be officiating. I am so excited by the support I am receiving - thanks everyone!

Wow Barbara, You certainly have one "Amazing" story to tell and I won't be able to rest until I hear it all... I can already tell that You are one "Courageous" woman, and that You'll be an Inspiration to us all... God Bless You and "Prayers" on Your Recovery....

It's really amazing how you were able to keep going even after a stroke...and I see now what you mean when you say Thank God I had a stroke. It enabled doctors to find the tumor you had.

You helped many people find their way to health and to escape from this vicious disease as heal and be healthy again. Thanks for this information will share it with my friends.

Hi Barb, you are one very gutsy and courageous lady! Congratulations to both you and Peter on completing the book and going out to share your inspirational story.

This is so inspirational. I am a medical student and for some reason, strokes have been such a difficult case for me. This gets my hopes up. Thank you.

I am glad that you made it through the stroke and the brain tumor and still here to be able to tell us about it. You are a very lucky lady. Bless you!

Really this is very helpful for everyone for health and about physical health I like your video very much. Thanks for this good and helpful video!

My mom had a stroke december 1 2014, she's in the nursing home now, she is real bad off....what can we do? Anny herbs or nutrients might help?

Thank you for sharing experience with us so that your experience can help others. I admire you for being so helpful and thoughtful to others.

By dint of great faith and courage Barbara won such kind of dangerous physical and health hazards! I want to say thank you to Barbara!

Oh my God! I totally need something like this to encourage me. We have to fight against stroke with all available weapons. Thanks!!!

I was moved to hear that you go through such pain with a stroke,i always assumed it was very serene and pain free.I am so surprised.

You can post this video on your blogs, websites etc. I have now completed my book (same title) and hope to have it published soon.

Wow superb video! I have ever seen. Very informative and useful information. I highly appreciated this. Wish your good luck.

Awesome story! Really this is very helpful for everyone for health and about physical health I like your video very much.

Excellent video and very instructive and motivating :) Thank you so much that you shared with us something like this :)

Wow the video is so helpful for all the people, you are a brave person. I will do everything according to your advice.

Sometimes I dream I am in a dangerous situation but I cant move, I am frozen I wonder if this is how a stroke feels. 

A truly inspiring video from which I also learned a lot about potential effects of a stroke. Thank you for posting. 

I believe that you and Peter have been made Ambassadors of the Stroke Foundation - they could not have anyone better

You're such an inspiring person Barbara. You have so much courage and love of life that it's contagious.

I can pick the bit where you sort of 'lost' what you were saying, but boy, how well did you cover that!

+Lock0n I recommend you live there. Bernie's economic policies are well established there.

You mean you recommend investing in Venezuela?

+Lock0n I do what I think is best to prepare for the oncoming collapse of the massive debt bubble the federal government has created. Your future is Venezuela. Be sure you do live life to the fullest when you can't find toilet paper and have to wait in line for hours on end to get a can of beans.

+seinfan9 Thats a lot of words  for someone who cant change anything. :) I am not on anyone's welfare  and dont plan to be on it. I am a person who accepts what is and not crying about it,I just live my life to the fullest.

+Lock0n How old are you? Do you have any expenses? My rent has gone up about 15% in two years. My gas and electric bills have gone up about 30% in the same time. Obama somehow has turned off hyperinflation for healthcare and education which are both significantly beating the rate of the "official" CPI? Americans now have a mandated expense called health insurance. The number of people opting to be "penalized" by the IRS for not having health insurance is on the rise because it's cheaper to do so. Six and seven year loans are now a thing for buying cars even with extremely low interest rates. Mortgages are skyrocketing AGAIN also with artificially low interest rates and yet the home ownership rate is at a 40 year low. If you're a child or a welfare parasite, yeah, you can easily claim not to notice any of this shit that is happening right now.

I dont remember it all being any cheaper,..not even relatively

Have you seen the cost of healthcare? Education? Automobiles? Rent? What country do you live in?

+Rob McKay  People in 1971 might not have been able to know, but we today know that history repeats itself, so..... be ready for it to happen again.

You're right but there were crazy people who thought the world was going to end so bought commodities and food supplies then realised what they were sitting on. Same with Bitcoin. No one knew. It was mostly geeks trading playing cards. But there is a pattern here. The outsiders, the weirdos or the ones who don't follow the herd have a better chance than if you just do what everyone else does.

+John Doe Not exaclty, the stock market is for everyone. I dont see how its stealing.

+Joseph Mervin NO if you are making money in stocks it is stealing from another who may have invested in his 401k or another retirement plan vested in "lump groups". The big time traders dictate the market and the little guy just trying to make a life for themselves is screwed. 

+Heidi Caccamise Subscribe to me here Heidi. You may have subscribed to my other channel by mistake. Yes I agree. People need to position themselves NOW!!! It'll be our pleasure to help educate them :) Cheers from Canada