We have not really discussed it in full serious detail. But I have have
been thinking of it for the last few months. We can't afford it right now
and need to save up more money, and possibly finance if we had a good chunk
to throw down. . . So yea. . . I'd jump on it. IVF for us would cost about
12-13,000. My insurance covers specialist fees (my RE visits) but all med's
and procedures are out of pocket :| I'm kind of excited to find someone
else with Endo!! that is neat, but Endo sucks!!!
Cristaleen I'm so sorry for the domino effect that happening in your life,
not just TTC. I'm glad you are more upbeat, but I can totally understand
your pain!!! Btw, I live in Texas too and have the same sounding insect,
bird or whatever that freakin irritating nose they make in the trees. I
know that is off topic, but I got side tracked during your video hearing
it...lol Ok back to what I was saying, I pray that your RE comes up with
good plan for next cycle! Baby dust--->you!!!
New sub here. My heart goes out to you during your crappy week. You're
completely right, fertility treatment is not for the weak of heart. It's
damn hard and the most frustrating thing we'll ever have to go through.
Glad to see you're feeling better. You made me cry when you talked about
The Help, I've been wanting to plant our own memory plant for our bean we
lost last year (at 13 weeks). I think I'll get one this weekend, thanks for
the inspiration :)
I'm so sorry :( your time is coming though. I've been there and understand
where you're coming from... We tried for over a year and got pregnant the
month we decided not to try. Now I feel like everything we went through
before this was worth it and this was meant to be. I feel like people are
created for a reason and if we would have gotten pregnant before, we
wouldn't be having THIS baby... This one is meant to be and yours is on its
way too
I'm so f'ing sorry this round didn't work. :( I really am. It just isn't
fair. :( I think the idea of planting a tree is just absolutely beautiful.
And you are right Infertility is a hard road and I too have gone through
very dark places-but somehow we just get through it. We will get through
this. Thinking of you. "You is kind. You is smart. You is important." I
just love that part when Aibileen tells the little girl that in "The Help".
and i totally feel how vlogging and blogging helps, trust me i have friends
too. its so much easier when you have this community with people that
understand and that is going through the same thing that you are going
through. But even everyone has their moments to be down, It doesn't mean
that your not strong it just means that you have been strong too long. if
that makes sense, we all have our breaking points. Do you have a facebook?
haha then you know!! lol yes jesus the humity is horrible!! and we got alot
of rain here today so its just worse ugh. But glad you guys are back with
good cool air(: And keep that head up i know its alot easier said then
done. But after watching your videos i planted a rose bush yesterday along
with other plants but i dedicated it to my lost ones. I thought that was a
great idea. Baby Dust your way!!(:
Im so sorry this one didnt work. I found out last week my first iui with
injectables failed. I was in that dark place too for a few days.... its
been such a long journey and can be crushing at times, but somehow after a
few days and a lot of tears you feel better. Thanks for posting this very
emotional video.... i felt like i was watching myself! It will happen for
us hang in there :)
Hi new subby :) Thank you for joining my channel! You should plant your own
memory tree. DO IT!! I'm truly sorry that you have suffered loss :(
(((hugs))) I hope planting a tree brings you some peace. I can tell you
that I feel like a weight has been lifted off of me since I did it. It was
emotionally empowering, I needed it and I'm so glad I was able to do it!
Thinking of you :)
p.s I really like the idea of planting the tree. It symbolizes something
very meaningful-and I hope it gives you some closure. Thanks so much for
wishing me good luck! It put a smile on my face. And I hope your air
conditioner gets fixed-I can only imagine how hot it is there. We get bad
heat waves here too-and I get really irritable when I'm trying to sleep
while sweating!
i really do feel your pain, i have endo as well and only one tube. have you
guys thought of doing IVF? i know your spending so much on iui, i dont know
what the cost difference is. But just wondering if you guy have thought
about that. you are in my prayers and i really know that deep dark place
you are talking about i really do. Prayers your way sweetheart.
Sending you so many hugs. Wish we lived closer so we could get together. I
am always here for you girl. I love the tree idea. You can see it grow,
change, and blossom. I cried at that scene too. Brings back memories. Hang
in there sweetie. You are a strong woman and you will get through this.
P.S. I hope the air gets fixed, asap!
Im so sorry that your 3rd didn't work. I actually have my 3rd coming up
this week and am thinking of starting a VLOG as well to vent. You cannot
describe the pain that comes with a negative test. All the appointments,
and drugs and waiting and anticipation. Its heartbreaking and I know
exactly how you are feeling.
I feel your pain,i know how it feels to want something so bad and no matter
how hard you try it just seems far but i just started telling myself that
when i do get it,i will cherish it that much more because i knew how hard i
fought for it,be strong and we are all here for you.baby dust and strength
to you.xoxo
Awe, your frustration made me smile, lol. I love it when people don't hold
back and use f-bombs!! I'm sorry you have been in those dark places :| I'm
grateful to have your support and knowing you know how I feel, just makes
it a little easier! And we WILL get through this, all of us. . . eventually
:)
Thank you. . . I planted my tree *sigh* I feel sense of peace, with
everything. Feeling like I could stop it all here and be okay with it. . .
I'm figuring it all out, slowly. The AC is finally fixed!!! Woohooo. I
appreciate your kind words girly :) Hoping that you and Oliver are well!!
I am so sorry honey! This journey is so hard. Just know that you are not
alone, and we support you. But, I totally know what you mean about feeling
alone. I feel surrounded lately by pregnant women. I am so thankful for you
and this community. Keep your head up:)
sucky, sucky, sucky.. sorry, this sux.. hope you continue to feel better :(
biggest hugs** i wish i could change everything for you. isn't it so funny
that you get to know everyone in the RE's office.. everyone at my office
knows me by name.. keep strong
BFP? BFN? WTF? (TTC Vlog #3 - Baby #1)
So, my two week wait is over... Sorry it got cut off at the end, my phone ran out of memory, but you get the point! :)
Congratulations. I'm so happy for you :) I got a negative test with my
daughter and then two days later it was positive. I have my pregnancy vlogs
on my channel. Where did you get your cheap OPKs from? I'm getting baby
fever lol
Had a dream about you last night missy!! That we came to visit!! (and that apparently you'd been in contact with my mum for years begging to go and live with her...LOLOLOL) xx